squirrel_girl
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Oct 2, 2017
- Messages
- 53
hi,
think i might need to get sober. i am trying right now to at least cut back on my drug use because i am "frightening" everyone around me. a lot of people have confronted me recently so i'm getting a little bugged out that everyone can tell i've been using more and more.
i stopped drinking hard alcohol and i tried to abstain from benzos for 3 days but it turned into only 2. i have been slightly threatened with inpatient/ intensive outpatient rehab, which i have no time for and do not want to do. i'm in counseling twice a week and i really don't have time for the extra 2 days that actual rehab would be. also im not physically addicted to anything so i feel like i realllllyyyy dont need rehab.
so i'm just wondering what the first step in getting sober you took was? i am just trying to figure out my moves. i dont want everyone around me to be worried about me but getting sober seems actually impossible (bc i've tried a few times at this point and it has not worked out) and i want to, but i also don't want to, you know? (like life without drugs seems like it really sucks)
thanks.
think i might need to get sober. i am trying right now to at least cut back on my drug use because i am "frightening" everyone around me. a lot of people have confronted me recently so i'm getting a little bugged out that everyone can tell i've been using more and more.
i stopped drinking hard alcohol and i tried to abstain from benzos for 3 days but it turned into only 2. i have been slightly threatened with inpatient/ intensive outpatient rehab, which i have no time for and do not want to do. i'm in counseling twice a week and i really don't have time for the extra 2 days that actual rehab would be. also im not physically addicted to anything so i feel like i realllllyyyy dont need rehab.
so i'm just wondering what the first step in getting sober you took was? i am just trying to figure out my moves. i dont want everyone around me to be worried about me but getting sober seems actually impossible (bc i've tried a few times at this point and it has not worked out) and i want to, but i also don't want to, you know? (like life without drugs seems like it really sucks)
thanks.