Max Flight
Bluelighter
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- Jan 23, 2018
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Well, I am approximately 3 hours to relief. As the pharmacy opens up in 2 and a half hours, and usually have it done in about 30 minutes. For the past year I have done pretty well at making my monthly prescription last the whole month. I have been in this viscous loop for about 15 years now. So I am not new to the game. I have also been systematically cut back over the past 2 years, from about 1000mg a day - morphine equivalent...to just 4, 8 mg dilaudid per day.
You know that missile launch warning we had out here in Hawaii? Yeah I got the alert.and the commercials warning of nuclear hell, the propoganda machine has been pumping out here lately, say we have 15 to get "to safety". So when I got the alert. I knew I had enough time to get one last ride. I crushed my remaining dilllies, which made a surprisingly nice lil pile, and I just scarfaced it! Ahh. Bring on the missile kook....lol. That's a joke. I didn't really do that.
What I really did, was jus have a rough month painwise. And over did it. Running myself about 6 days short. I have been getting through it with kratom, and lots of cannabis. Buds, shatter, canna - banana bread. But it still has not been easy.
Anyway, I am still not feeling right. And am almost feeling better, just knowing that I am going to be feeling much better soon. I am sure some of you have that too. In fact, I didn't get but about 2 hours sleep...if that. Anyway, getting a lil restless. ..but still going to make coffee. I am addicted to that too. Then it's off the see the wizard. Awrite! %)
You know that missile launch warning we had out here in Hawaii? Yeah I got the alert.and the commercials warning of nuclear hell, the propoganda machine has been pumping out here lately, say we have 15 to get "to safety". So when I got the alert. I knew I had enough time to get one last ride. I crushed my remaining dilllies, which made a surprisingly nice lil pile, and I just scarfaced it! Ahh. Bring on the missile kook....lol. That's a joke. I didn't really do that.
What I really did, was jus have a rough month painwise. And over did it. Running myself about 6 days short. I have been getting through it with kratom, and lots of cannabis. Buds, shatter, canna - banana bread. But it still has not been easy.
Anyway, I am still not feeling right. And am almost feeling better, just knowing that I am going to be feeling much better soon. I am sure some of you have that too. In fact, I didn't get but about 2 hours sleep...if that. Anyway, getting a lil restless. ..but still going to make coffee. I am addicted to that too. Then it's off the see the wizard. Awrite! %)
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