Ok so I have no more suboxone and I'm having withdrawal. I'm two days into my withdrawal and I feel awful. Nightmares and waking up and feeling my heart pound. I've never really been this far or bad of a withdrawal.
I have Kratom which I took life 8 grams and it lowered th withdrawals but still I'm in them. How would you guys go about withdraw along for 16 mg of suboxone. The clinic kicked me out for no insurance and I was so mad that I just left there without getting my script. It angers me that they would say they would take care of everything just to let me go like that.
So guys how can I help myself with half a pound of Kratom red meang da and really no other option but to go thru it.
First, since 16 mg of Sub is way over the ceiling effect, which isn't any higher than about 8 mg and may even be lower, you're actually kicking 8 mg, not 16, if that makes any sense. Will they give you your script if you go there in person? What they did was unethical and terrible medical practice. You could probably sue them--not that I recommend that, but it's worth knowing in case you wanted to threaten them. Are there any other clinics or doctors around? Or people that sell their subs? I shouldn't recommend anyone do anything illegal, but you do sound desperate. If you could get more short-acting full-agonist drugs like Oxy or Vicodin, you could use them until the sub is out of your system, than taper off them, or even just kick them cold turkey, because even though the w/e will be rough, they will only last 3-5 days. After that you'll probably still feel lousy for a while, but drink lots of water, get comfort meds if possible, and exercise if you possibly can. It's super hard to do, but it really will make you feel better. If it turns out that the only thing you have is the kratom, that still may be better than nothing. If it's making you sick, you may be taking too much. With kratom, as with sub, sometimes less is more. I'm in a similar situation, although my doctor agreed to keep seeing me after I failed miserably at tapering all the way off. I tried to use just kratom to get off subs, and it didn't work that well, but I wound up cross-addicted to both. So now I only take my subs every other day at a super low dose, as I'm supposed to, but it doesn't hold me the whole two days. Usually the evening of the second day, I start to get really achy, runny nose and all that, and I take two capsules. It's the only way I can stand them, and I really don't know the exact dose. I've experimented with them--the vendor says with the strain I have it usually takes about 6 to get an effect. However, 6 or even 4 makes me feel very weird and upsets my stomach. Two seems to be my dose. If I have to go a few days without sub, like if I've taken my script too soon, then I take 2 kratom caps in the morning and 2 at bedtime. It doesn't make me feel the good normal I feel from sub, which also gives me energy, but it does take away the muscle cramps and restless legs that are my worst symptoms. I've gone as long as a week just taking that and been OK, but I think the fact that I still had some sub on board is probably why. Kratom doesn't help my anxiety as well as sub and other opiates do--none of my doctors will give me benzoes, as I black out with them or alcohol, and once I'm in a blackout I don't know what's going to happen. I just do extremely weird shit, and when people ask me about it later, I have no explanation for some of the things I've done. So those are pretty dangerous for me and I stay far away from them Even Ambien shoots huge holes in my memory. Opiates don't, fortunately. Keep us updated about how you're doing, and I hope you get feeling better.
