Hello there, I'm new. I'm 24 years old. I was living in France for 2 years, shortly arriving I met the perfect girl, we were living together within a month and we spent every moment together. It was far more intense than any relationship I had previously. Anyway, skip ahead to late October and we broke up, mostly due to a few stupid things I did. I left France shortly after. I have been abusing drugs and sex ever since. I can't get over her. No other girl that I've been with since compares to her. It has never taken me this long to get over a break up.
I have been abusing opioids and valium to try and numb myself to forget about her. I've been hooking up with girls I have no feelings for in hope that I might be able to find that connection that I had with my ex. She has a new boyfriend now so there's point fighting for her. She told me herself that she doesn't love him the way she loved me, but she finds him more stable and reliable.
Has anyone else here abused drugs and/or sex after a break to repress their emotions. If so, what did you do to get over your ex and to deal with it sober and not sleeping around?
Any advice or even just stories to know I'm not alone would be greatly appreciated.
I have been abusing opioids and valium to try and numb myself to forget about her. I've been hooking up with girls I have no feelings for in hope that I might be able to find that connection that I had with my ex. She has a new boyfriend now so there's point fighting for her. She told me herself that she doesn't love him the way she loved me, but she finds him more stable and reliable.
Has anyone else here abused drugs and/or sex after a break to repress their emotions. If so, what did you do to get over your ex and to deal with it sober and not sleeping around?
Any advice or even just stories to know I'm not alone would be greatly appreciated.