So, possibly quite stupidly, I order 25 pills of Clonazolam off the Internet a few months ago. I took them occassionally for time of intense anxiety, which would come and go. I have never been addicted to benzos before.
However, I got into a serious bout of severe anxiety and started taking them daily. As of yesterday, I have taken then daily for 9 days. My understanding was that benzos usually took about a couple of months to form a physical addition. However, I was taking enough of them each one of those days to "feel" (not to get blasted and black-out, but enough to feel the effects), so I was increasing the dose (up to about 0.6mg a day, which as you probably know, is a reasonably high doze of clam). I was taking them in the evening to help with sleep. But now, every night like clockwork I start feeling horrible. My feet and hands sweat and I feel like I simply cannot go to sleep. Is it possible to get addicted to a strong benzo such as "clam" in such a short period (before this stretch I would use them only 1 - 2 a week at the most, and oftentimes would go weeks taking none)?
I am not sure if I am addicted or if this is just a strengthening of the anxiety I was feeling before, but I have had periods before taking any benzos where I would have anxiety/panic attacks and would have difficulty falling asleep (and these would usually start to hit in the late afternoon to early evening). These would come and go in cycles where I would have it for a month or two maybe and then it would go away for several months. I don't really feel any cravings for the drugs (I have been addicted to opiates before and know what cravings feel like). But rather, it is more fear that I won't sleep and knowing that the clam will at least give me that. Oddly, people have described great euphoria with this drug, but I have never experienced that. It more just gave me the physical effects of benzos, which I found curious.
Do you think I am physically addicted to clonazolam? What should I do? Most of the tapering instructions out there seem to be for people who have been taking them for months, and have months-long taper strategies. Any help would be greatly appreciated because I am confused and not really sure what to do. Thank you!
However, I got into a serious bout of severe anxiety and started taking them daily. As of yesterday, I have taken then daily for 9 days. My understanding was that benzos usually took about a couple of months to form a physical addition. However, I was taking enough of them each one of those days to "feel" (not to get blasted and black-out, but enough to feel the effects), so I was increasing the dose (up to about 0.6mg a day, which as you probably know, is a reasonably high doze of clam). I was taking them in the evening to help with sleep. But now, every night like clockwork I start feeling horrible. My feet and hands sweat and I feel like I simply cannot go to sleep. Is it possible to get addicted to a strong benzo such as "clam" in such a short period (before this stretch I would use them only 1 - 2 a week at the most, and oftentimes would go weeks taking none)?
I am not sure if I am addicted or if this is just a strengthening of the anxiety I was feeling before, but I have had periods before taking any benzos where I would have anxiety/panic attacks and would have difficulty falling asleep (and these would usually start to hit in the late afternoon to early evening). These would come and go in cycles where I would have it for a month or two maybe and then it would go away for several months. I don't really feel any cravings for the drugs (I have been addicted to opiates before and know what cravings feel like). But rather, it is more fear that I won't sleep and knowing that the clam will at least give me that. Oddly, people have described great euphoria with this drug, but I have never experienced that. It more just gave me the physical effects of benzos, which I found curious.
Do you think I am physically addicted to clonazolam? What should I do? Most of the tapering instructions out there seem to be for people who have been taking them for months, and have months-long taper strategies. Any help would be greatly appreciated because I am confused and not really sure what to do. Thank you!
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