Gyno due to chronic meth use and cortisol?

Fuck I've been reading too much online about dopamine and testosterone production and honestly even if I'm on TRT it's pretty much useless if I'm using meth daily =/ chronically. I will kill myself if I don't quit this fucking shitty drug. I'm not going to desire sex.. I'm going to age even more. It kills me knowing that for a 31 year old I still look good.. and get told by many that I look 25.. but no man I could only imagine how much younger I would look if I never relapsed. Wtf am I waiting for? To lose my teeth or what? Fuck man I need to get locks for the door and lock myself in the room for a week.. 2 weeks till I get better and leave the shit for good wtf why do I torture myself with this bullshit. The happiness I get from it is very very small.. not worth the price I'm paying =/ and I feel like each injection I do is a waste because testosterone production comes from dopamine and meth kills dopamine like a mother fucker! =( fuck my life!


Hmm what are you reading?



I do agree about quitting the meth though. Nip it in the bud early.
 
Hmm what are you reading?



I do agree about quitting the meth though. Nip it in the bud early.

I don't know where I saved it but just articles from health websites and doctor's websites and it's scary to think that gyno exists because of chronic drug use. I'm going to get locks for my door today so I can just finally fucking quit cold turkey and move on because my drug use has led to puffy nipples. The whole 2 injections per week was working but I think the drug use plus lack of sleep is what's causing my gyno. I mean I can't think of anything else but the stupid articles that I read (( more than 3 articles I kid you not and I'll try and find the links )) said that meth use or any drug use really but I was reading the main part about meth use.. it said that lack of sleep will obviously fuck with your insulin and that's a given because my insulin levels feel off and my blood sugar gets all fucked up due to lack of sleep but it said that high cortisol levels due to a lack of sleep will also cause gyno or nipple sensitivity or some shit I don't know. And the part about dopamine where it says you need dopamine in your body to produce testosterone.. seriously fucked with me the most. Like am I injecting myself with my TRT doses of Testosterone but it's just sitting there? I mean I'm pretty jacked and my bf level is guaranteed 10% or lower and I'll try to get checked for that cuz I wanna see how much I'm gonna gain when I get clean =/ but I eat consistently.. that's how I know the meth is fake lol or laced with that isoprop bullcrap. And for you guys thinking I'm in need of sleep.. back in the day I used to use warm water to melt the meth and slam.. well this shit doesn't melt in warm water... and I've tested this a bunch of times. I mean not that it matters I'm sure it has some meth in it and regardless of all that crap I'm just trying to get off because it's really fucking with my motivation to wanna work out now that I think that the testosterone I'm injecting isn't doing anything for my body =( input? feedback? You guys don't think I'm wasting my injections right?
 
Your gear is working fine. That's the idea behind injectable test is your body just takes it regardless of what's fucked up in it. Lots of people cut with amphetamine and meth so its not different. Get yourself cleaned up man. And your meth seems to be real based on the length of that post with no new paragraphs lol.
 
Lol yeah I guess my meth is a bit real huh? Lmaooo serious question though.. what seems to be causing the gyno? Does meth have an effect on gyno if diet isn't that clean or not getting 8 to 10 hours of sleep or chronic sex sessions with random women to fill the void because my divorce fucked me up lol like is it true that meth does effect the hormones? I know I shouldn't believe everything I read on the internet but a lot of these articles got me thinking wtf!!!!????
 
I don't know where I saved it but just articles from health websites and doctor's websites and it's scary to think that gyno exists because of chronic drug use. I'm going to get locks for my door today so I can just finally fucking quit cold turkey and move on because my drug use has led to puffy nipples. The whole 2 injections per week was working but I think the drug use plus lack of sleep is what's causing my gyno. I mean I can't think of anything else but the stupid articles that I read (( more than 3 articles I kid you not and I'll try and find the links )) said that meth use or any drug use really but I was reading the main part about meth use.. it said that lack of sleep will obviously fuck with your insulin and that's a given because my insulin levels feel off and my blood sugar gets all fucked up due to lack of sleep but it said that high cortisol levels due to a lack of sleep will also cause gyno or nipple sensitivity or some shit I don't know. And the part about dopamine where it says you need dopamine in your body to produce testosterone.. seriously fucked with me the most. Like am I injecting myself with my TRT doses of Testosterone but it's just sitting there? I mean I'm pretty jacked and my bf level is guaranteed 10% or lower and I'll try to get checked for that cuz I wanna see how much I'm gonna gain when I get clean =/ but I eat consistently.. that's how I know the meth is fake lol or laced with that isoprop bullcrap. And for you guys thinking I'm in need of sleep.. back in the day I used to use warm water to melt the meth and slam.. well this shit doesn't melt in warm water... and I've tested this a bunch of times. I mean not that it matters I'm sure it has some meth in it and regardless of all that crap I'm just trying to get off because it's really fucking with my motivation to wanna work out now that I think that the testosterone I'm injecting isn't doing anything for my body =( input? feedback? You guys don't think I'm wasting my injections right?

Lack of sleep + meth does a lot more than just fuck with insulin.. Get some sleep man.
 
Lack of sleep + meth does a lot more than just fuck with insulin.. Get some sleep man.

What else does it do that I should worry about? Do I need any vitamins that will help with my hormones to be level so I don't have to worry about any gyno flare up?
 
Stop the meth for awhile. Get on letro and I guarantee it will get rid of your gyno. The only thing about letro is it will lower your sex drive while your on it but cialis helps. Just never take cialis while you?re on stims like Coke or crystal. Horrible for your heart by combining them.
 
Stop the meth for awhile. Get on letro and I guarantee it will get rid of your gyno. The only thing about letro is it will lower your sex drive while your on it but cialis helps. Just never take cialis while you?re on stims like Coke or crystal. Horrible for your heart by combining them.

Yeah I've taken letro before.. it actually made my sex drive better lol I thought that was awesome because I heard about the sexual side effects. I need to fucking quit soon man I'm honestly not liking my suicidal thoughts because I've already attempted suicide before and I don't feel like doing that shit again. I'm just scared of getting fat.. scared of not knowing who I am without it but at the same time using every fucking day has made me lose myself and increased my anxiety, depression.. just bullshit man I fucking hate drugs!
 
If you're worried about getting fat then track your food. Meth isn't keeping you lean, not eating is keeping you lean. Stop the meth, get your shit together before this turns into a train wreck.
 
If you're worried about getting fat then track your food. Meth isn't keeping you lean, not eating is keeping you lean. Stop the meth, get your shit together before this turns into a train wreck.

If you're worried about getting fat then track your food. Meth isn't keeping you lean, not eating is keeping you lean. Stop the meth, get your shit together before this turns into a train wreck.

Yeah I know I know! I've had this go on long enough.. too long for my own damn good =/ done with the last of what I got. Tomorrow is going to be a day where I just stay in.. sleep.. and I'm locking myself in the room until shit gets better. Fuck man.. this is gonna suck so bad! But I know the aftermath of it all will be fucking amazing. I just need to get through the week.. two weeks or however long it takes before the anxiety, pain, depression and cravings go away. The cravings aren't really what gets to me.. it's the dizzy spells when I wake up.. the eyelids not staying open and feeling like they are super glued shut.. the fucking hunger and weird food cravings and the anxiety I get because I feel uncomfortable in my own skin when I am going through withdrawals.. ugh it's time though. So the gyno.. should I get letro, nolvadex.. exemestane or which one? Any preferences?
 
Nolva. If you're on trt no AI should be needed. If it helps, get some bud, maybe some muscle relaxers as I know you're body is gonna ache from the constant tension its been under from stims (my nickname in college was iceman for a reason, not for my love of topgun or xmen either). Grab some munchies, start a Netflix series or something, and just get baked, sleep, relax, eat, etc. Unwind. If you get a little fat or some water who cares. Small bump in the road for your overall health. Supplement with some 5htp and l-tyrosine to begin restoring serotonin and dopamine levels. If you don't have an issue with benzos and won't abuse tje fuck out of, space a couple Valium out am/pm to ease any anxiety and just chill. When you wanna get high, smoke some weed, beat off and take a nap. Worked for me coming off week long benders of ice and "Annie".
 
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