Hi everyone.. okay so back in September I was at a music festival and I took two hits of acid ( it kind of had a taste but I'm not sure) if so what else could it of been anyone know? But it wasn't on a tab anyways my hip was hurting so I smoked a blunt and I had the most awful trip I've ever experienced. I was completely full blown hallucinating I saw cats Fukui get over rainbows, I physically could not feel my friend who was with me so I had to literally grip the crap out of her to feel anything andwould k would look at her everything would be in red and she'd be floating in and out of my vision. Basically other things were happening but I don't rnewbe what else I saw. I was having a huge panic attack while it happened because I thought I was dying and everything kept going in a loop. I know I shouldn't have smoked I know it kicked it into overdrive so I already know how I shouldn't have made that mistake.. anyways flash forward a week I was feeling fine then later I was at a concert and took some x and felt weirdness the next day ever since I've had awful anxiety from this event. It was extremely traumatic and terrifying. I was struggling with depersonalization etc. anywyas flash towards again I started eating all natural taking vitamin d and c and then 5htp at night and not doing any drugs or anything mind altering at all and I started feeling a lot better and then kind of fell out of taking care of myself. I went to Chicago over thanksgiving break and smoked some because I thought I'd be fine and I felt like I was tripping and then again the whole time I was there I had awful anxiety... music is a huge trigger for me now it makes me feel super weird and now I am seeing a therapist that specializes in trauma for ptsd. But I know I'm not schizophrenic or anything but my mind is constantly rushing and saying random things and it's me saying it but it's constant and doesn't stop and I've just been depressed and not being my happy self. AnywyS does anyone have any advice or think I'll be okay? Thanks...