DankasaurusTx
Greenlighter
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- Jul 2, 2017
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Well where do I start, it’s been a 11 months since I posted here from what was my expierence with MDMA. Threw out that time I want to say I’ll begin with what lead to it, for about a span of 3-4 months I was doing ecstasy and coke on and off without and respect for myself as I didn’t know what it could do to me personally or otherwise. Didn’t feel any problems from it maybe up until half way in the 3-4 months, began with left arm and tight chest feeling but thought it wasn’t a problem up until I started feeling other things. As it began the symptoms started kicking in of what was a long and dark road. I noticed the first one when I was watching TV and felt the whole room do a back flip it was as if my eye rolled back. After that I thought maybe it was the pills so brushed it off, after that came the palpitations and depersonalization along with suicidal thoughts. That’s when I knew it was something worse than just a bad trip, little knowing fact to me this would stay with me longer than I wanted it to. I started feeling these up to this point and has been a whole year since it happened.
First set of symptoms were:
Anxiety
Depression
Palpitations
Brain zaps
Dizziness (Almost felt like blacking out)
Muscle spasms
Depersonalization
My symptoms now since then (1 year clean)
Shortness of breath here and there (not sure what causes it out of the blue)
Muscle spasms ( Not like before rare)
A lot of things have cleared up just scares me the shortness of breath stays with me and it’s beem a year has anyone been using for a short period of time and still managed to have shortness of breath a year or more so in. Considered going to a cardiologist next week so I can put my mind at ease if it’s anything serious with my heart because I guess just thinking about It and it still being with me is worrying me to say the least. Thanks guys for any response of help given.
First set of symptoms were:
Anxiety
Depression
Palpitations
Brain zaps
Dizziness (Almost felt like blacking out)
Muscle spasms
Depersonalization
My symptoms now since then (1 year clean)
Shortness of breath here and there (not sure what causes it out of the blue)
Muscle spasms ( Not like before rare)
A lot of things have cleared up just scares me the shortness of breath stays with me and it’s beem a year has anyone been using for a short period of time and still managed to have shortness of breath a year or more so in. Considered going to a cardiologist next week so I can put my mind at ease if it’s anything serious with my heart because I guess just thinking about It and it still being with me is worrying me to say the least. Thanks guys for any response of help given.