Hello guys, I am new to the forum and was hoping I could get some answers on my use of ecstasy pills. Generally, I was never interested in drugs, but I went to work to Ibiza for summer and my best friend practically handed it to me on a silver plate. To that day, I still feel happy that I decided to do it as my experiences were generally very positive, also because I take the risks very seriously.
Unfortunately, there has been now 5 strange come ups in total of 7 trips. I’ve been using the pills always in the club with my friends, who never had any problems. Our source in Spain claimed the pill is tested and we’ve been using one kind all the time. With one exception when we tried something different.
First time I did it was in the club (one pill - cca 160 mg), it kicked in after an hour and I still think it was probably the best night of my life. Come up was smooth, feeling great (stayed awake until 8 PM) and no comedown whatsoever.
Second time again week later, very very good night, took 1,5 during the night and enjoyed myself almost the same like before. These two evenings I honestly consider as the best I ever experienced.
Then I did the same pill for the third time a week later. Here I remember the come up came with little anxiety, apathy and muscle stiffness. It lasted for like an hour, wasn’t anything too serious and when I overcame it, everything was cool again. But for the first time, it wasn’t a totally smooth sail. At that point I still felt it’s manageable even though I had to sit and waited for it to pass.
Now in the next two weeks we experimented with coke a bit and haven’t really took any pills.
Unfortunately, when we decided to take the same ones again, I had probably the worst come up also because I didn’t expect this. I took one half (as always) and after almost an hour I started to feel dizzy, vision wasn’t really clear and I had to sit on the toilette for like 30 minutes. As I was sitting, I was nauseous, sweating a lot and generally feeling bad. But at the same time I felt like I can handle it. Because it was still early and it was outdoor party, I then sat on the fresh air for the next two hours and eventually everything was good again. That night I took 2 pills (didn’t feel any strong effects after taking one) and had a pretty strong trip. Had some light visuals, nothing serious and I really enjoyed the night, but that come up stressed me quite a bit.
Next week, we did it once again on a day party. We decided to take a different pill, which was also tested. This time I knew it can come, my friend also knew he has to be around and we basically agreed to wait until it passes. The nauseous feeling wasn’t that bad, but I felt anxiety (didn’t really want to talk to anybody), only wanted to sit and waited for it to pass. It did eventually, and we had a good time.
Now the third time, I again did the same old pill I did three times before with my friends. I decided to do it before going to the club so I won’t be in such environment before the nasty come up comes. It came, I vomitted for the first time, we waited for like two hours and than I did 1,5 pill in total. The night was good, but again, anxiety and strange come up, feeling very weird and just sitting in the corner far from the club before it was alright.
At that point, I also thought it might have been because I really used xtc little more than I should have and I decided to fly home and take some rest. For the next 4 months until yesterday, I wasn’t taking any drugs and didn’t even drink alcohol.
Yesterday I took a pill (220 mg) with my friend. In total I’ve had 2,5 and had fantastic time. But even after 4 months, the strange come up came again and all I wanted to do for like two hours was sitting somewhere where music is not too loud and not talk to anybody. I kept telling myself it might be in my head and wasn’t panicking at all since I already had the experience but the symptoms were physical again as I vomitted. I know vomitting is pretty much normal. But because of that, it seems some of the drug gets out of the body and then I have to take more to experience really good feeling.
Eventually I overcame it and the night was pretty good.
It seems my come ups always come in some sort of levels. I gradually start to feel weird and then it goes away gradually, again. I start to feel better and better until the point when it’s how it’s supposed to be.
But the thing is, I never had these come ups at the start, my friends don’t have them and I just feel stupid for dragging them into this (they have to take care of me and don’t enjoy the music). It was eventually good every time, but these come ups are just not a pleasurable experience.
Plus my bad come ups last up to two hours and not 30 minutes like majority of the people say.
Also, having anxiety and feeling I don’t want to talk to anybody is something which is completely new to me and never happened to me when sober or drunk. I am always pretty social and chilled.
I wonder if I should try to take a pill in a quiet setting and really try to understand what’s going on. But the symptoms I just can’t control even when I am breathing slowly and I am in complete calm.
I just hope I can get rid of these come ups and start to have just the good experience, the same as all my friends do.
Regarding come downs, it’s little unusual that always immediately after the event and even day after I am in pretty good mood unlike my friends who are little miserable. Then in the next few days I feel sad, but I guess that’s normal and it doesn’t concern me.
I’ve been thinking about it quite a lot and would seriously appreciate any help. Thank you!!!
Unfortunately, there has been now 5 strange come ups in total of 7 trips. I’ve been using the pills always in the club with my friends, who never had any problems. Our source in Spain claimed the pill is tested and we’ve been using one kind all the time. With one exception when we tried something different.
First time I did it was in the club (one pill - cca 160 mg), it kicked in after an hour and I still think it was probably the best night of my life. Come up was smooth, feeling great (stayed awake until 8 PM) and no comedown whatsoever.
Second time again week later, very very good night, took 1,5 during the night and enjoyed myself almost the same like before. These two evenings I honestly consider as the best I ever experienced.
Then I did the same pill for the third time a week later. Here I remember the come up came with little anxiety, apathy and muscle stiffness. It lasted for like an hour, wasn’t anything too serious and when I overcame it, everything was cool again. But for the first time, it wasn’t a totally smooth sail. At that point I still felt it’s manageable even though I had to sit and waited for it to pass.
Now in the next two weeks we experimented with coke a bit and haven’t really took any pills.
Unfortunately, when we decided to take the same ones again, I had probably the worst come up also because I didn’t expect this. I took one half (as always) and after almost an hour I started to feel dizzy, vision wasn’t really clear and I had to sit on the toilette for like 30 minutes. As I was sitting, I was nauseous, sweating a lot and generally feeling bad. But at the same time I felt like I can handle it. Because it was still early and it was outdoor party, I then sat on the fresh air for the next two hours and eventually everything was good again. That night I took 2 pills (didn’t feel any strong effects after taking one) and had a pretty strong trip. Had some light visuals, nothing serious and I really enjoyed the night, but that come up stressed me quite a bit.
Next week, we did it once again on a day party. We decided to take a different pill, which was also tested. This time I knew it can come, my friend also knew he has to be around and we basically agreed to wait until it passes. The nauseous feeling wasn’t that bad, but I felt anxiety (didn’t really want to talk to anybody), only wanted to sit and waited for it to pass. It did eventually, and we had a good time.
Now the third time, I again did the same old pill I did three times before with my friends. I decided to do it before going to the club so I won’t be in such environment before the nasty come up comes. It came, I vomitted for the first time, we waited for like two hours and than I did 1,5 pill in total. The night was good, but again, anxiety and strange come up, feeling very weird and just sitting in the corner far from the club before it was alright.
At that point, I also thought it might have been because I really used xtc little more than I should have and I decided to fly home and take some rest. For the next 4 months until yesterday, I wasn’t taking any drugs and didn’t even drink alcohol.
Yesterday I took a pill (220 mg) with my friend. In total I’ve had 2,5 and had fantastic time. But even after 4 months, the strange come up came again and all I wanted to do for like two hours was sitting somewhere where music is not too loud and not talk to anybody. I kept telling myself it might be in my head and wasn’t panicking at all since I already had the experience but the symptoms were physical again as I vomitted. I know vomitting is pretty much normal. But because of that, it seems some of the drug gets out of the body and then I have to take more to experience really good feeling.
Eventually I overcame it and the night was pretty good.
It seems my come ups always come in some sort of levels. I gradually start to feel weird and then it goes away gradually, again. I start to feel better and better until the point when it’s how it’s supposed to be.
But the thing is, I never had these come ups at the start, my friends don’t have them and I just feel stupid for dragging them into this (they have to take care of me and don’t enjoy the music). It was eventually good every time, but these come ups are just not a pleasurable experience.
Plus my bad come ups last up to two hours and not 30 minutes like majority of the people say.
Also, having anxiety and feeling I don’t want to talk to anybody is something which is completely new to me and never happened to me when sober or drunk. I am always pretty social and chilled.
I wonder if I should try to take a pill in a quiet setting and really try to understand what’s going on. But the symptoms I just can’t control even when I am breathing slowly and I am in complete calm.
I just hope I can get rid of these come ups and start to have just the good experience, the same as all my friends do.
Regarding come downs, it’s little unusual that always immediately after the event and even day after I am in pretty good mood unlike my friends who are little miserable. Then in the next few days I feel sad, but I guess that’s normal and it doesn’t concern me.
I’ve been thinking about it quite a lot and would seriously appreciate any help. Thank you!!!
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