CBNJ2357
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jul 16, 2015
- Messages
- 62
(song opens w/intro)
verse 1
You weren't suppose to have to see me overdose
It's gotta be close if not what had hurt the most
I can picture the cries the commotion screams why
The thoughts imma die life fadin from my eyes
You knew my addiction, tried to talk didn't listen
But karmas a bitch-an she put me in the same position
It's a shitty situation I wish you wouldn't had to faced an
Seen your future fadin ending with my respiration
I know it was traumatic and the habit I kept at it
I Was always fucked up even more so as an addict
It's not an excuse but I see why you chose distance
Insistant on me quitting but never Seein any difference
apologies won't work, but sorry for how i made you hurt
I was a jerk, never understood your worth
But you think I'm lying say what I'm selling your not buying
I wonder if I should keep tryin but then again there no denyin...
Hook
You wouldn't understand the pain that releases
When hearts don't break but instead shatter into pieces
So I hold photos and read old notes with creases
only to be left puzzled how it is we ended up in pieces
You can't see it but you feel it love is like the breezes
It Slowly eases but never completely ceases
What's left of our connection is memories and recollections
Reflections of affection ruined by my imperfections
guilt got me consumed, wish time would heal the wounds
balloons in spoons, got us dancing to different tunes
and all of the danger proved to be a game changer
your rightful anger made us nuttin more than strangers.
The futures a mystery so maybe it'll end differently
But I'm in misery cus presently we just history
and i think its unfair, with all the times shared
your at the point your not there and dont care
(hook ends song)
whats left of our connection is memories and recollections, reflections of an affection ruined by my imperfections -- damn I love that line haha