I am really skeptical of microdosing myself but a lot of people rave by it so it can't hurt to try.
Are you the guy who posted a thread about taking 2 or 3 pills in your entire life? Might be wrong and can't be bothered to check right now but if so that really isn't a "binge".
Either way though 15 months is long enough for any "physical" neurological changes to correct themselves, what you need now is probably not drugs, to be blunt, but some kind of therapy. Have you tried seeking any?
Also, standard questions to people who complain of vague symptoms like those you are experiencing:
1) How frequently are you exercising?
2) What's your diet like?
3) What, if any, activities are you participating in which stimulate you mentally?
4) What
objective indications do you have that your cognition isn't what it used to be?
Honestly I feel like you've partly answered your own implied question already:
db1995 said:
I crave the high I get after exercising, and video games seem to be the thing I enjoy the most.
So, the solution is obvious, no?
Exercise more, and play video games less! No disrespect to anyone who is a big fan of video games, but they are largely a displacement activity, potentially a form of escapism, and not likely to impart too many transferable benefits to your life except getting better at the games you're playing and allowing you to forget about your problems for a while.
Really, I think that any hallucinogenic trip embarked upon with the hope that you will cure anything is a recipe for either disappointment at best or disaster at worst in the vast majority of cases.