Starlitter
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Dec 12, 2017
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hi all,
I've done my share of perusing drug forums and this one along with opiophile (rip) were great sources of information and wonderful to ease present struggles. At the moment trying to kick a nasty opiate addiction, approximately been growing to four years.. did my best for 3+ years to stick with just eating pills.. (whatever I could get but typically morphine, hydros).. have chronic pain from car wrecks but doctors are very hesitant to prescribe since I am fairly young.. after a particularly rough period a dealer of mine introduced me to H.. def wrecked my tolerance and bank account. Luckily have only snorted to this point. So between basically running out of funds, being very tired of always rat racing to get what I need to be well, and having to hide so much and getting a new job where this habit can't follow me.. I've decided to kick basically cold turkey. I'm very scared, kind of waiting for the withdrawals.. in four years I've only wd'd 1 time completely and that was from a pregnancy that I faced heavy morning sickness to where I couldn't even keep anything down.. I could go on but I'll cut it off here. Just looking for some solace and encouragement from people that I have faced what I'm facing and seen the other side. Love and light to you all
I've done my share of perusing drug forums and this one along with opiophile (rip) were great sources of information and wonderful to ease present struggles. At the moment trying to kick a nasty opiate addiction, approximately been growing to four years.. did my best for 3+ years to stick with just eating pills.. (whatever I could get but typically morphine, hydros).. have chronic pain from car wrecks but doctors are very hesitant to prescribe since I am fairly young.. after a particularly rough period a dealer of mine introduced me to H.. def wrecked my tolerance and bank account. Luckily have only snorted to this point. So between basically running out of funds, being very tired of always rat racing to get what I need to be well, and having to hide so much and getting a new job where this habit can't follow me.. I've decided to kick basically cold turkey. I'm very scared, kind of waiting for the withdrawals.. in four years I've only wd'd 1 time completely and that was from a pregnancy that I faced heavy morning sickness to where I couldn't even keep anything down.. I could go on but I'll cut it off here. Just looking for some solace and encouragement from people that I have faced what I'm facing and seen the other side. Love and light to you all
