Bladerunn3r
Greenlighter
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Not entirely sure where this goes I'm new here.
But I stopped using last Friday so I'm a week sober. No side effects and feeling great. Before i stopped I was smokijng for 6 months going thru about 1 to 2 grams a day.
The last couple of weeks I was using I was going thru an ounce a week. Very productive, happy, no complaints.
I slept every night, ate multiple times a day, no acne, no meth mouth, and really just nothing that I keep reading a lot of people going thru.
When I stopped I slept all day Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. Monday til now all normal. Except, I have been less productive. My place is a mess, laundry finally got done yesterday. But I've been back in my productive swing again, clean house, breakfast and dinner made, all back to "normal"
I don't understand. I smoke and don't stopped but when I stop I just put it down. The last time I stopped I didn't smoke for 3 years. So, I'm wondering, why I even stop? If anything, i was much much more functioning on the drug I really only used it for weight loss.....and I've gained that weight back now lol yuck
I'm wondering if there is anyone else that gets effected from Meth like I do. I get high, i feel the rush, i get focused, i do not get sexually aroused but do enjoy sex a little more cuz well men last longer on it lol, no paranoia or psychosis. I've been told I am extremely high function for a meth addict.
I just don't see the point in me even stopping. Although, I'm not even having cravings. But it is something that do I enjoy. Ugh I'm confused lol
But I stopped using last Friday so I'm a week sober. No side effects and feeling great. Before i stopped I was smokijng for 6 months going thru about 1 to 2 grams a day.
The last couple of weeks I was using I was going thru an ounce a week. Very productive, happy, no complaints.
I slept every night, ate multiple times a day, no acne, no meth mouth, and really just nothing that I keep reading a lot of people going thru.
When I stopped I slept all day Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. Monday til now all normal. Except, I have been less productive. My place is a mess, laundry finally got done yesterday. But I've been back in my productive swing again, clean house, breakfast and dinner made, all back to "normal"
I don't understand. I smoke and don't stopped but when I stop I just put it down. The last time I stopped I didn't smoke for 3 years. So, I'm wondering, why I even stop? If anything, i was much much more functioning on the drug I really only used it for weight loss.....and I've gained that weight back now lol yuck
I'm wondering if there is anyone else that gets effected from Meth like I do. I get high, i feel the rush, i get focused, i do not get sexually aroused but do enjoy sex a little more cuz well men last longer on it lol, no paranoia or psychosis. I've been told I am extremely high function for a meth addict.
I just don't see the point in me even stopping. Although, I'm not even having cravings. But it is something that do I enjoy. Ugh I'm confused lol
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