sonicwhite
Bluelighter
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Okay a little background. I first started smoking weed at 13. I then moved onto bigger things like meth xtc pain pills cocaine when I was 18. I had a psychosis in 05 that was drug induced. I got well after seven months and went back to the drugs. A year after the psychosis I got saved. I stopped all the drugs overnight. For two years I was clean and I was working and going to school.
I had some back ground noise I would call it of little whispers of audible voices. In 08 I went to a shrink and they gave me Risperdal. Then I started getting anxious so they gave me lexapro. And after that I started to obsesse to the point I was unable to take care of myself.
From 08 I was buy Xanax off the streets until 2010 when a doc prescribed me klonopin. I found out by accident you can get high off of gabapentin. As the years have been going my main drug of abuse is gabapentin. It gives me stamina and an edge. I’ve been seeing a sub doctor to get my opiate drug addiction under control.
So from 08 I’ve mainly abused gabapentin. I don’t abuse the klonopin I’m prescribed.
I’m trying to get clean folks. Everyday is a unrelenting push in my mind to do something that will make me escape. Can anyone give me any tips on how they stayed clean. I’m needing this so bad for my future.
I had some back ground noise I would call it of little whispers of audible voices. In 08 I went to a shrink and they gave me Risperdal. Then I started getting anxious so they gave me lexapro. And after that I started to obsesse to the point I was unable to take care of myself.
From 08 I was buy Xanax off the streets until 2010 when a doc prescribed me klonopin. I found out by accident you can get high off of gabapentin. As the years have been going my main drug of abuse is gabapentin. It gives me stamina and an edge. I’ve been seeing a sub doctor to get my opiate drug addiction under control.
So from 08 I’ve mainly abused gabapentin. I don’t abuse the klonopin I’m prescribed.
I’m trying to get clean folks. Everyday is a unrelenting push in my mind to do something that will make me escape. Can anyone give me any tips on how they stayed clean. I’m needing this so bad for my future.