Hi guys, this is my first post/thread here on bluelight, so I hope im posting in the right place.
Basically since 2014 I have been to treatment about 9-10 times, countless detoxes and sober livings as well. About a year and a half ago i moved to California to treatment from New York. But things havent changed much... I guess my problems follow me wherever I go as they say.
So I have been addicted to opiates since 16 ( i am 25 now), at around 19 i switched over to heroin.. I also tend to do other drugs but the main DOC is Heroin... this past relapse I started using the needle, and added Meth to the mix.. I currently have 2 days sober.
I tried the whole 12 step thing but I honestly cant stand it even though i know it works..
I currently take meds for anxiety and depression, but the truth is they dont seem to be helping much... Zoloft, Gabapentin, Buspar..
I need any advice or help I can get.
(I apoligize for the scattered statements, Im just a bit all over the place lately)
Basically since 2014 I have been to treatment about 9-10 times, countless detoxes and sober livings as well. About a year and a half ago i moved to California to treatment from New York. But things havent changed much... I guess my problems follow me wherever I go as they say.
So I have been addicted to opiates since 16 ( i am 25 now), at around 19 i switched over to heroin.. I also tend to do other drugs but the main DOC is Heroin... this past relapse I started using the needle, and added Meth to the mix.. I currently have 2 days sober.
I tried the whole 12 step thing but I honestly cant stand it even though i know it works..
I currently take meds for anxiety and depression, but the truth is they dont seem to be helping much... Zoloft, Gabapentin, Buspar..
I need any advice or help I can get.
(I apoligize for the scattered statements, Im just a bit all over the place lately)