Nah, I don't trust those bionics arms and them pills. They want to put you into society norms, and I really don't open up to strangers online at all, because it isn't in my standards but let me tell you something. At age 16, I was put into a mental institutions( asylum to be specific) not by parents(because I ran from home when I was little, long story)/ but by some people which found me and my friends sitting in a abandoned car near a train station, it was night and when I woke up, I didn't even know where I was( note: I was not kidnapped or anything it was a legal mental institution).
Later on some time passes and doctors came to me injecting me with some blue stuff( it was colored anyway) and they didn't put me to sleep but wrapped me in straitijacket and dragged me to a cabinet which I found out that Viktor Shikora turned to be a psychologist/psychiatrist and you know I was confused by the whole situation and wanted just to escape from there, but I started talking with him and that simple question that everyone ask ”why i'm here?”, he mentioned that they were looking to test something on patients but looking back into the situation, it was a asylum like you see in films( People dragging along the wall, talking with lounges, etc). Didn't had to be there too long since he already told me this(i was not scared but confused looking into a way to escape) back on the line, they put me in a wheelchair and just dumped me like a trash into my cell, luckily I wasn't inwrought.
Some night passes, I already seen a old man walking a stretcher with a dead/asleep guy on it and you know I was like.. where the fuck do i find something sharp to just cut my fuckin throat? You know here I got fuckin scared beside all the damn fucking screams I've heard all nights and things I have seen drawn on those walls, on the other side you can note I started to get friendly with some group there which played ping-pong and to just gather something i joined them, all good, they tell me that (this people here want to help you, they are good), what? I was fuckin angry and wanted to stab her fuckin veins with that ping-pong ball shit. Eh, anyway it's been already 3 weeks since I've been there and I started going crazy but I wanted to talk to Viktor, that psychiatrist. I had two plans( I escape through sewer system which i been told by Margaret that lady earlier who i've been played with her/group, or I just kill that fuckin doctor, take the keys & walk away) but that mental institution turned out to be a house in the end, in some hallways were a lot of paintings with different things that I used in my advantage( kids laughing at their parents been fucked, kids crying at their parents been killed, some weird mountains/beach pictures with a steam old man talking to a girl, a burning playground, they were just a lot of weird paintings, and fuck my life man.. if I look back at all those paintings they were a lot and getting weirder as you look at them, some of them moved.
Anyway what I've been known is that a special painting was a girl holding a papper in the right hand and a frog in the other singing something for a demon/spirits in a classroom, turned out to be Viktor daughter in the end and since I was knowing what's going on here, I wanted to look into something more problem was the guards, hyenas & dogs and some pacients which in my opinion I think they were friend with Viktor and the guards since they helped him during some operations( pacients, moving stuffs, etc) also relate around what's going on between the pacients to the stuff head. I just started to think here, i just want to escape I swear i just couldn't take it anymore, some nights i was fuckin beat myself screaming and talking to stuffs and also started to have hallucinations already and see things.
So, that old lady margaret died for some reason but her friend managed to get her stuff and also got some kinda old blueprint that was ragged and ruptured but I have remembered the doctor daughter painting and later on manage to get into the 9th hallway and pinched it and found the key to sewer system which was situated between some hone and just unlock it, going on into a basment after all and just runned and runned.. after few hours I was like where the fuck i'm now and how long does thing goes on? 2 days per total finally managed to get to a river and turned out I was in mother Russia, from US to north.
Now i'm not saying psychiatrist/psychologist are bad but they are just people who put you on pills and per total they don't care about you at all, I personally hate and I would fuckin kill if i see another one again, even if they're legal hired. Also till today I didn't have heard a single news from those friends.. but you have to move on with the life