SebastianSkip
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Oct 7, 2017
- Messages
- 58
It was 30 years since I had my first cigarette and ~25 being a full blown every single day smoker.
I’ve now gone 16 days without smoking tho I am using nicotine lozenges for cravings.
It’s a relief, it’s more than I’ve ever done before and I believe this is the start of a smoke free life. Except for the whispers from my addiction that come on quickly but are easily challenged trying to tell me otherwise, I don’t miss it at all. I miss NOTHING about smoking now. My addiction was(is) profoundly psychological/emotional, habitual/ritualistic, even spiritual. I thought of cigarettes as my best friend, the only constant, the only thing that never let me down. To not miss them at all and be glad they’re gone is a transformation.
I just wanted to share this because I was on here recently talking about my addiction and tho I deleted those posts (I’m weird like that) it did help to spend time here and it’s good to know and feel thankful this space exists.
Wishing everyone luck, encouragement to keep trying!
Here’s to releasing ourselves from addictions that no longer serve us and seeking a new healthier freer life.
My mantra since I quit has been:
I’m set free
I’m smoke free
I’ve now gone 16 days without smoking tho I am using nicotine lozenges for cravings.
It’s a relief, it’s more than I’ve ever done before and I believe this is the start of a smoke free life. Except for the whispers from my addiction that come on quickly but are easily challenged trying to tell me otherwise, I don’t miss it at all. I miss NOTHING about smoking now. My addiction was(is) profoundly psychological/emotional, habitual/ritualistic, even spiritual. I thought of cigarettes as my best friend, the only constant, the only thing that never let me down. To not miss them at all and be glad they’re gone is a transformation.
I just wanted to share this because I was on here recently talking about my addiction and tho I deleted those posts (I’m weird like that) it did help to spend time here and it’s good to know and feel thankful this space exists.
Wishing everyone luck, encouragement to keep trying!
Here’s to releasing ourselves from addictions that no longer serve us and seeking a new healthier freer life.
My mantra since I quit has been:
I’m set free
I’m smoke free