isaaccain
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Oct 1, 2016
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- 285
I've been awake on speed and mandy for the past 3 days and I expected to just get off it and go to bed and sleep for a while but there's fucking insects all around my bedroom window and a spider lowered itself down from the ceiling then I jumpped out of bed and looked at it from the side and it just got bigger and bigger and it looked like a claw then I saw something that looked like bandages and I think it had religious connotations bc they hung from each wrist and all I could think it was was a crucifix or something anyway since then all sorts of spider looking creatures have been flying at me. They all look like they're made of silk and they all grow bigger and bigger until I hit them away with an empty coke bottle. I've been doing this for about an hour now. I'm acting like a proper crack head and it's pissing me off. The patterns on the ceiling keep flowing like a river and I somehow managed to see a mirrored view of my left eye only but the mirror was slanted. I can see closed eye patterns and before little orbs of purple and pink and orange plasma looking stuff rose up from the ground and met me at eye level and then just formed the structure of an atom or the solar system or something and those bits were really cool and interesting and pretty unique to what I've seen on acid but now I'm actually scared and really paranoid too. Any cracks in the plaster on the wall turns into a weird flying bug and moths are actually my biggest fucking fear and it's really fucking dodgy what am I meant to do here?