Sorry if I'm posting this in a wrong forum, also sorry, but I'm unable to tell the full story right now. I need to go to work in an hour, and I just don't have time and energy for this.
Long story short, I overdosed on MDMA. I had a horrifying, delirious trip, very heavy, deliriant-like hallucinations. My physical health doesn't seem to be the problem right now, however, my mental health is. Basically, I think that I have developed a PTSD. I can't stay home(since I tripped there), afraid of dark environments and staying alone. This is especially the problem, since I live alone and this time of year is pretty dark. I jump from every little sound that happens in the house. Getting sleep is near impossible, and I can't stay anywhere else. Going to a hospital in not an option. I took 5HTP about 7 hours ago, before attempting to sleep. I was able to get maybe 2 hours of sleep at best, when I putted some relaxing, sleep music on to quiet down little noises, and left my monitor on for some light. Is there anything I can do to ease my condition?
Long story short, I overdosed on MDMA. I had a horrifying, delirious trip, very heavy, deliriant-like hallucinations. My physical health doesn't seem to be the problem right now, however, my mental health is. Basically, I think that I have developed a PTSD. I can't stay home(since I tripped there), afraid of dark environments and staying alone. This is especially the problem, since I live alone and this time of year is pretty dark. I jump from every little sound that happens in the house. Getting sleep is near impossible, and I can't stay anywhere else. Going to a hospital in not an option. I took 5HTP about 7 hours ago, before attempting to sleep. I was able to get maybe 2 hours of sleep at best, when I putted some relaxing, sleep music on to quiet down little noises, and left my monitor on for some light. Is there anything I can do to ease my condition?