CousinCocaine
Bluelighter
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i gave a guy ketamine a few months ago that had never done a disso and he was screaming on the crowded street corner that he was floating and it was all because of me and pointing to me
I did something that reminded me of a few months ago. I talked a friend into trying Ketamine a few months ago (only experiences he had were with weed, amphetamine, alcohol and a couple benzos as far as I know), after telling him about my experiences with it and having him read about it on Erowid beforehand he decided he definitely wanted to try it. He was excited to try it but having never done anything nearly that intense he was understandably nervous and didn’t wanna go crazy until he knew if he even liked it, so I assured him I’d give him a “beginners dose”. I made a vial of it for each of us ( I was the one who knew how to extract it properly) but because I was pretty stoned and had just came down off speed I completely forgot ketamine doses had to be adjusted based on body weight. So I gave him around the same amount I took my first time using it, but I probably weigh 40-50lbs more so instead of a mild to moderate trip he was just at if not in a K hole. I’d also took enough that it had me in a K hole too (I’m pretty sure, if not I was pretty damn close) so we were both tripping so hard neither of us could walk, we didn’t have a clue if anything was real, rambled about complete nonsense and when it wore off enough I’m pretty sure I called another friend asking if I was real and then just started laughing and speaking gibberish, probably needed a trip-sitter lol. I felt like shit because I’d never intentionally give someone new to ketamine (and hallucinogens altogether) such a high dose but thankfully he handled the trip really well and actually enjoyed it.
Other than that I haven’t really felt all that bad introducing friends to new drugs. I’m fine giving weed, K, amphetamines and if it’s someone responsible even low dose benzos to people new to them. I think that I introduced amphetamines (just Vyvanse, Adderall and Dexedrine/Dextrostat) Of one form or another to nearly all my friends who do drugs that had never tried it, even taught one who was just getting started that the ones we had could be snorted + taught them the quickest way to crush em up without losing any. None of them developed problems from it so I don’t really feel guilty. Excluding the time back when I was just getting started out and gave a friend their first opiate (just hydrocodone thankfully so not anything that bad) I won’t give friends opiate of any kind (not even codeine) because even though they haven’t been nearly as harmful on me as they have a lot of people they’ve still caused me enough problems that I don’t wanna cause someone else to have.