I had 2 dreams last night. My girlfriend just got home after almost 2 months away and she was spending the night. These happened in the wee hours of the AM when I briefly woke up 2 different times.
Dream #1 (12-4-2017):
I was at a house party, hanging out with my friends. Then I saw this girl that I was semi-dating directly before I met my girlfriend. I was really attracted to her but she kinda yanked me around. Nothing ever happened, but she would always try to tell me that she wanted a physical relationship with no commitment, which I was into, but then she'd act differently in person whenever I saw her. She also on 2 separate occasions made out with friends (not close friends but like party friends) of mine in front of me. She was playing some sort of game, but I did really like her for a while. The last time I tried anything with her was right after my girlfriend and I met, we hadn't defined anything yet and were really casual, and after only 2.5 weeks she went off to California to trim buds for 2 months (same thing she just got back from, she does it every year), and during that time this girl reached out and said she wanted to have casual sex with me (never did but yeah, anyway I tried to make it happen).
Anyway, in the dream, this girl was at the party and she was smiling at me. She was sitting on a couch (weirdly this party house was my living room in my old apartment from 10 years ago), so I went to sit on the floor between her knees, and she started running her fingers through my hair so I laid my head back in her lap and looked up at her face. Then she leaned down and started kissing me. The rest of the dream consisted of us trying to find a place to have sex but it never happened. In the dream I felt guilty about trying to cheat on my girlfriend, it was like we were together just like in real life but for some reason in the dream I couldn't help myself but try to go for this girl anyway. When I woke up I just turned over and snuggled my girlfriend because damn am I glad I went in that direction instead.
Dream #2 (12-4-2017):
In this dream, my extended family and I were all at my parents' house for Christmas. More stuff happened before this, but the first thing I remember is being like, whoa, I forgot to get my cousin Linda a gift! Now, in reality my cousins and I don't get each other gifts for Christmas, but in the dream I felt bad and slightly frantic about it. Then I remembered my mom had gotten me a piece of music equipment I really wanted (to be honest I'm not sure what it was, some sort of digital drum pad or something, as opposed to the sort of thing I'd actually want). I was really excited about this thing but I decided I needed to give it to my cousin instead. So I wrapped it all nicely and gave it to her. She was about halfway through opening it when I was like, whoa, what am I doing? This was my gift, plus she doesn't even play music at all, why would I give this to her?! So I interrupted her and told her I was sorry but I couldn't give it to her, and I ran upstairs with it and put it back in my room. I felt like a giant asshole.
Then the next thing I remember, I was with my other cousin, and we were out in a field with a compound (a huge reinforced-looking building) at the other end of it. We noticed my friend Collin (who I play music with sometimes and used to be in a band with) with a crew of people and a television crew, breaking into the compound. In my dream he was both Collin and my college friend Mike who actually in real life owns/runs a consulting firm where he stages a break-in to a facility (the facility is his client) in order to understand the strengths and weaknesses of their security, and then makes suggestions/improvements to their security system/procedures. My cousin was like, oh my god, is that <insert name of host of some TV show that doesn't really exist where they film a guy who owns a consulting firm that stages break-ins for clients>?? Oh my god, that's crazy, I love that show! I was like, oh, him? Yeah he's one of my really good friends. My cousin was all star-struck and wanted me to introduce him and get an autograph for him. But before we could do that, I woke up.