I've read some of your posts , nothing is painful to read. Lol.
I'm alone too most of the time. Even when I'm with people. I'm very lonely. Have been forever. It's just my card in life I guess.
I have bad anxiety , I'm one of those sensitive people as well. Groups are hard for me .
Well why are you alone all the time. ?There's plenty of social places where social people gather.
I know that , and I am still lonely. But I have anxiety that's why I stay away.