I'm a daily user of unprescribed xanax and I can't seem to find a way out. I want help. I want out of this mess. I got in way over my head, could not find help, and I had my child taken from me because of it. I want everything to just end so badly. I feel like I will never get the help that I need because I will seem like an addict, which I guess I am. I cant see a way out of this at all.