Atm I'm for the time being only using Heroin, to see if that helps if I can manage to keep it with that for about two weeks (tho I"m caving Cocaine like crazy after only and since two days - Meth I don't need, that's just a way of having a change in my routine now and then) and for now I don't have much trouble regarding my heart, accept for being immediately exhausted of the most tiny effort (like going up the stairs) f.e. short of breath, fast beating heart - but that's it. But both Cocaine as well as smoking Meth give lung -and heart problems, like damage to tiny vessels, so I guess that could be very likely, tho I rather die from drugs than quit using Cocaine, I could do without Heroin but I would miss it a lot...
But things are a little off with my connection for uncut C and H straight from the importers self from bricks of idk one or more kilo with a big nice stamp on them, stacked up a warehouse full, just in and ready to - after me and some few others having the honor to personally cut a demanded minimum amount from those brick, which is amazing - to get cut and distributed to smaller gangs (a supply for the entire West of Europe), yet like I said something is off I can tell, so I hope not, but should that supply not be here anymore, it would be impossible to find the same thing, and tho street Coke is still very high quality here (about 60%) and also the street H being very decent, I would not use that - to me, since some years by now - low quality stuff, so maybe I will be forced to quit, I would not know how the hell I could get so lucky to have had the luck to by accident having got a unique way in to having my stuff straight from the importers, and H alone is not good enough for me and Meth I don't want to do too much, so, maybe it might be over, maybe already, I don't know, so that would mean getting clean - unless they keep their business going as usual, which I'll know the first week of next month, so I might even have to sober up soon, or not, we'll see...
Or maybe I would be to spineless to be sober and start using Meth more, but definitely not nonstop like with Coke, I don't want to smoke myself retarded... And after only having used five times by now, 7 grams in total, I think I already suffer brain damage, like f.e. memory, that worries me, having a heart attack and die I would not mind, we all die sooner or later, and let's be honest, life without drugs just sucks balls...