This is terrible news. I know what it is like to see your loved one's words here on Bluelight after they are no longer living. It is beyond wrenching. If you ever need to talk, please PM me. Losing a sister is a terrible loss and I imagine that for the last two years you have looked for her wherever you could. I saw that you had responded to a very old thread and wondered why you wrote RIP. I'm so sorry that the answer to my question is such a terrible reality. My heart goes out to your whole family and her friends as well.