Hi there, this is my first post and im going to ask you some questions, iv experienced a couple of times mdma/md and there was some feelings that im intrested into.
First Im kind of introvert im not speaking too much im not acting,almost socialy absent when im in a group it feels hard to express my mind but there was that moment when iv experienced first time ex, it was like all the boundaries falls apart and there was a constant flow of words spoken with some kind of enthusyasm like it comes from the heart itself, there was no barrier that could stop them flowing out of my mouth the totaly oposite of my introvert self , and iv liked this new version of myself, looks like is the real version, the one in that i can express my self in the way i like whit no censor or any kind of barrier.
And here comes my question, its there a way in that i could achive that state of mind all the time? Im not telling about the euphory that accompany the experience but the feeling of openess... or.. its just the cocktail of neurotransmiters that ar mesing with my brain and temporary disrupting the normal pathways?
First Im kind of introvert im not speaking too much im not acting,almost socialy absent when im in a group it feels hard to express my mind but there was that moment when iv experienced first time ex, it was like all the boundaries falls apart and there was a constant flow of words spoken with some kind of enthusyasm like it comes from the heart itself, there was no barrier that could stop them flowing out of my mouth the totaly oposite of my introvert self , and iv liked this new version of myself, looks like is the real version, the one in that i can express my self in the way i like whit no censor or any kind of barrier.
And here comes my question, its there a way in that i could achive that state of mind all the time? Im not telling about the euphory that accompany the experience but the feeling of openess... or.. its just the cocktail of neurotransmiters that ar mesing with my brain and temporary disrupting the normal pathways?