Guccifiend
Greenlighter
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- Sep 22, 2017
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Hello, this is my first post so i apologise for not being familiar with the site and dumping this in the homeless thread! Looking to spend a decent amount of time on this website, couldnt agree more with the cause!
So a little background;
The type of work i do is a 4-on-4-off shift pattern, 6pm-6am (4 nights worked in a row, then 4 days off, etc). Im also in a long term, active relationship which sort of requires me to active to a certain point most days which as you can imagine there is only one thing you want to do after a 12 hour night shift! So for approximately 6 months ive been using Amphetamines (Off-white powder/Speed/Horrific Taste) very often during my shifts. I usually consumer 3-4 grams for each 4 days worked, and rarely during my days off. My concern is the long periods of time i often go without sleep. Ive read a lot of articles/forums and whatnot on the symptoms of sleep deprivation and when your starting to push your luck with the heavier symptoms. Now, i dont like to sleep at all during my 4 nights at work, and on average i maybe go without sleep for around 72 hours at a time every shift (every 8 days) and i dont suffer from many symptoms of sleep deprivation at all; infact the only notable symptom i experience is around the 60+ hour mark which is the moving shapes/objects in my peripheral vision but seeing though i know its in my head, it dosent really bother me.
Now im not looking for lifestyle advice, i know the use of amphs isnt ideal for anybody. I have my reasons, and id rather not get into the whys and whens on here if im honest. I am beginning to wonder at what point should i look at making a change? Ive been using amphs for around 6 months now regularly to fuel these long periods without sleep and i dont see any negative side effects whatsoever. My supply is solid, quality is guaranteed and i rarely experience a comedown that leaves me bedbound or useless. So so far this is all pros, and no cons. The only concern is the regular 72+ hour periods with no sleep and how unaffected i seem to be by them. So i guess im looking for the good people of Bluelights opinions on this!
thanks for taking the time to read this thread,
Gucci
England
So a little background;
The type of work i do is a 4-on-4-off shift pattern, 6pm-6am (4 nights worked in a row, then 4 days off, etc). Im also in a long term, active relationship which sort of requires me to active to a certain point most days which as you can imagine there is only one thing you want to do after a 12 hour night shift! So for approximately 6 months ive been using Amphetamines (Off-white powder/Speed/Horrific Taste) very often during my shifts. I usually consumer 3-4 grams for each 4 days worked, and rarely during my days off. My concern is the long periods of time i often go without sleep. Ive read a lot of articles/forums and whatnot on the symptoms of sleep deprivation and when your starting to push your luck with the heavier symptoms. Now, i dont like to sleep at all during my 4 nights at work, and on average i maybe go without sleep for around 72 hours at a time every shift (every 8 days) and i dont suffer from many symptoms of sleep deprivation at all; infact the only notable symptom i experience is around the 60+ hour mark which is the moving shapes/objects in my peripheral vision but seeing though i know its in my head, it dosent really bother me.
Now im not looking for lifestyle advice, i know the use of amphs isnt ideal for anybody. I have my reasons, and id rather not get into the whys and whens on here if im honest. I am beginning to wonder at what point should i look at making a change? Ive been using amphs for around 6 months now regularly to fuel these long periods without sleep and i dont see any negative side effects whatsoever. My supply is solid, quality is guaranteed and i rarely experience a comedown that leaves me bedbound or useless. So so far this is all pros, and no cons. The only concern is the regular 72+ hour periods with no sleep and how unaffected i seem to be by them. So i guess im looking for the good people of Bluelights opinions on this!
thanks for taking the time to read this thread,
Gucci
England
