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Ganja Gremlin

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I'm super intervorted . I love opiates because they are perfect for when I'm isolating myself and just wanna nodd out and watch tv or listen to music and forget about my lonley existence .
Xanax is great doing by myself too because I can make myself sleep my whole day away


I even like taking mdma and sass alone , and just listening to music and taking walks , went ice skating by myself while rolling once , had my headphones in and was just having a great time skating and in my own little world . although my best expierences were probably at shows with my friends when it comes to molly... but since I moved to a new city I've been forced to be my own friend


Idk Maybe I'm a weirdo , Or MaybeI'm also just greedy with my drugs and don't wanna share . It just seems like most people like getting high with others
 
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I prefer to spend a good 90% of my time alone be it on drugs or not. I usually have a decent number of solo interests, usually scientific in nature, so I'm use to long periods by myself.

When it comes to drugs I'd much rather do them alone for a large part of the experience. For me what's most interesting is the effect drugs have on my thoughts and I don't get many visuals or outward experience like that, probably because I don't seek it. I have done it all alone even candy flipping in NYC (2 hour train ride to grand central from my apartment) but my whole thing is I'm different then my friends tripping. I like going in public and doing stuff like trying new foods or experiences, lack of visual distortion makes reading easy, so the more action and confusion the better lol.

It's hard to say I mean I enjoy tripping with some people. My current roommate just wants to talk about the visuals he sees which annoys the hell out of me so I try to avoid tripping with him.

I'm definitely an introvert when it comes to the desire to be social but I have great social skills even when tripping. I love LSD because I retain all my wit and mental cognition (spoken to police, parents, and went to a work cook out on acid, no one can tell) it makes my thoughts lightning fast and clear so I prefer to be able to focus on them by going for long walks and enjoying nature/the city alone.

I do love being on 3-5 hits around sober people and have them think I'm normal, that's always amusing. Otherwise I'm right there with you which is alone, which doesn't make much sense ?
 
You are absolutely not alone my friend! I'm on 600mg DHC right now because my wife is away on a business trip. I love doing opiates alone, stims alone, benzos alone, weed alone....

just listening to music and taking walks
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I feel you there brother, once this DHC kicks in, I'm gong to grab a hip flask full of bourbon, pick up a pack of cigarettes and walk the streets of London.

Now I LOVE getting high with my wife, it's a beautiful thing - we met through BL for fuck's sake haha - but here's something about that blissful solitude of just you, your chemical and the experience.

On which note, I'm going to put my headphones in and go and smoke at the bottom of my garden.

Take it easy brother
 
i think its kinda bad for you, but yeah, i use a lot alone... the more you like it, feel comfortable with it, the more socially isolated and addicted you become
 
motiv311 said:
i think its kinda bad for you, but yeah, i use a lot alone... the more you like it, feel comfortable with it, the more socially isolated and addicted you become
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^This - as lovey as solo drug use is, it's easy to overdo it and become addicted, especially with no point of reference without the social aspect
 
Most of my drug use in life has been solo. I find that my understanding of social rules breaks down when I'm high and it's anxiety inducing. The only way I can handle being around people while high is if we're in a rave or dance environment because then nobody is really talking that much... or at big festivals where everyone is high and there's lots of stuff to walk around and see.

The other reason is that people are just boring compared to my inner world. I'd much rather get high and surf my own consciousness than try to socialize like normal. To me, doing drugs but trying to go out into the world in a normal way are two incompatible things. Like why bother getting high at all if you're just going to try and live in normal reality?
 
oh , i like going out while high too , a lot of times its a blast.... but sometimes if i've been awake for days, i'm clearly a bit more easily spotted for being tweaked
 
I prefer being alone while high, and that includes almost all drugs, even fucking coke. I can have a nice time while being with other people, but my hapiest moments were always when I was alone(*the woman of my life is excepted from this)
Only exception of what I've tried would be booze, as it get's me in the "I love everyone" kind of mood, and Im pretty sure empathogens would work the same way too, although I've never tried one.
Not that I like lonelyness. Almost all my hapiest momments where with me alone, but my most unbairable would be with me being alone too.
 
^Seems that being with other people generaly limits the feelings-stops them from becoming too great and from becoming too bad. Of course, this doesn't aply when oxycotin has a party in our brain.
 
MuseEPDBluesRepeat said:
You are absolutely not alone my friend! I'm on 600mg DHC right now because my wife is away on a business trip. I love doing opiates alone, stims alone, benzos alone, weed alone....



I feel you there brother, once this DHC kicks in, I'm gong to grab a hip flask full of bourbon, pick up a pack of cigarettes and walk the streets of London.

Now I LOVE getting high with my wife, it's a beautiful thing - we met through BL for fuck's sake haha - but here's something about that blissful solitude of just you, your chemical and the experience.

On which note, I'm going to put my headphones in and go and smoke at the bottom of my garden.

Take it easy brother
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I love smoking weed alone too,
Dude that's so badass u met your wife through here !
 
My favorite drugs to do while alone are straight stimulants due to the porn watching and generally pervy behavoir they induce. Everything else is better shared for the most part I think.
 
Ganja Gremlin said:
I love smoking weed alone too,
Dude that's so badass u met your wife through here !
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Yeah Weed is SOOO sweet alone, usually just put sound cancelling headphones on, smoke up and watch videos of crazy mid-west thunderstorms.

Bliss.

Haha yeah man, it was a cool place to meet, the ultimate secret to bond over and we've helped each other turn our use from nihilistic recklessness to sensible use
 
Except when I was in high school and college, I too definitely prefer being alone. For the record, I've been in pain management on and off for over 35 years, so obviously I take some pretty strong meds daily. I also admit that although I need them, I also enjoy them from time to time. I love my evening dose after everyone has gone to bed. I snort it up and crack an ice cold beer. I like to watch live concerts on TV as well as detective type shows with real life situations. Love doing it alone and have for a very long time. I don't find it weird at all and it appears as though many folks agree.
 
99% of the time I only like doing drugs alone or with my best friends (maybe three or four people). Drugs mostly means beer, marijuana, and opiates. The most frequently used/big players. Also psychedelics, though I have cut back on those by a lot.
 
With the exception of my lady, people ruin my highs. Especially when it comes to opiates, I wanna kick people in the teeth who start talking to me for no reason. I'm thinking to myself "I'm perfectly content please back up like 50 feet thanks".
 
With opiates, I can go either way. With a good nod though yeah, I'd prefer quiet. But with my tolerance getting a nod is fairly rare. With a more mild high, either ways good.

With stimulants though, in the rare occasions I do them, I want company. I wanna be talking to someone. Back when it was legal to smoke outdoors at food establishments in Sydney, I remember very fondly doing some amphetamines, going to McDonald's, drinking coffee and smoking rediculous amounts of cigarettes while talking on the phone for hours with my mom or friends. Good times.

So yeah, stimulants, amphetamines, ecstasy, I want to be around people. Opiates, see above. I don't much like pot, but for the most part I'd consider pot one where I wanna be social too.

I'm a bit weird in this regard, there's no question that deep down I'm naturally an introvert, but I'm probably a much more social introvert than most. And I do want to be around people most of the time. But I'm still an introvert, no question. Just an unusually social one.
 
I always prefer to be alone.

If I had a private place with running water, electricity, internet access an unlimited supply of drugs and an unlimited supply of food then I'd go there alone and never leave.
 
When I smoke crack I prefer to be alone. I find that I smoke my drugs faster when I use crack with another person/people. When I'm alone I can time myself and make sure I'm waiting half an hour between hits.

Also, I get really absorbed in the process of making and using crack and I don't really like getting distracted. So I definitely prefer using crack alone. I find other people harsh my buzz!

Now snorting cocaine is different for me as I enjoy the company of friends and the social aspects of snorting. I'm not opposed to doing bumps alone though.

Marijuana is like cigarettes to me. I use it all the time regardless of whether I have company or not. Pot helps alleviate my anxiety. I am glad Canada is legalizing it July 2018!
 
I like both, I'm an introvert but I like to spend at least a few nights a week smoking and drinking with people.
 
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