Performing music live in a venue packed wall-to-wall with kids screaming every word to your songs. The validation, the satisfaction of live performance, the connection with your bandmates/fans, the catharsis, the tangible force of live music--all of this contributes to one of the most euphoric experiences I've ever had.
When it comes to serious opioid usage, I've only been an oral codeine user, so I haven't experienced the IV rush of strong opis. That said, the rush of a plugged (I don't use dah needle) dissociative a la 3-HO-PCP is pretty intense and feels better than the codeine I take daily.
I'm not a very anxious person these days, so i can generally enjoy my psychs without that worry. But it's the combination of specific psychs with nitrous that really generates high levels of euphoria . Unlike anything opis ever offered me.
allow me to give the best answer yet:
my 2nd favorite opiate
if my favorite isn't around