Been on oxy 60mg day recreationally for past 5 years, have quit cold turkey several times only to relapse , easily thinking I could manage it. I have never exceeded that dose thou
Prob is I get it easily n free, but I put my foot down this time and I have been one month clean now, longest ever, and I would hate myself gone this far and relapsing like a fool.
Funny thing is the cold turkey is easy for me, I only feel a bit crappy for couple days and then am mostly ok, but now this time around for some reason the PAWS is kicking my butt on and off after a month, not cravings per say, just low energy and low motivation.
I have had mental health issues for over 10yrs, and for the record I've been on Lexapro, vyvanse and ability since then, I am a highly paid IT manager for large corp , have kids, married, etc.....I can't let this opioid crap get any further, it has to stop....But I can feel the ease of relapse...please help, need strength....I don't want any methadone or subx crap, I want clean, I need to beat this
Prob is I get it easily n free, but I put my foot down this time and I have been one month clean now, longest ever, and I would hate myself gone this far and relapsing like a fool.
Funny thing is the cold turkey is easy for me, I only feel a bit crappy for couple days and then am mostly ok, but now this time around for some reason the PAWS is kicking my butt on and off after a month, not cravings per say, just low energy and low motivation.
I have had mental health issues for over 10yrs, and for the record I've been on Lexapro, vyvanse and ability since then, I am a highly paid IT manager for large corp , have kids, married, etc.....I can't let this opioid crap get any further, it has to stop....But I can feel the ease of relapse...please help, need strength....I don't want any methadone or subx crap, I want clean, I need to beat this