Anyone There

[fendthedeviloff643]

Why the hell can I not beat this demon? It is so easy to say I quit but why so hard?

I literally feel physically, mentally and emotionally drained from living this double life, and that is witouht the shame, not being able to shut our eyes without having flashes of the the horrible terrible lies and scams just for a line of dust.

Throwing my life away one day at a time.

 

[CFC]

Hey fendthedeviloff,

It sounds like you're going through some really tough times. You're definitely not alone there

Can I suggest you head on over to the recovery support forums? You'll find lots of others battling the same demons there, and you may find just the support you need to conquer this.

Wishing you well
CFC