Signed up years ago and decided to reintegrate. Forgive me if I don't follow rules still getting the hang of it. I'm not sure if I can say what I did or don't do anymore. In treatment but doing well even after a yr and a half I still have secret vices. I suppose we all do after 11 yrs of looking forward to something everyday. I think that's the hardest part when will that go away..I don't mind sharing my past experiences but don't know if I can say it or hw this works