So here it goes... I had two major reconstructive surgeries on my ankle within a year. I got hooked on percs through this whole process started at 7.5s went up to 20's started to get 120 a month hooked for life. Buying what ever I can find cause I have extreme nerve damage and obviously addicted. I pop a pill when I wake up drink 3 cups of coffee get my high going. I gained like 60 pounds can't hike jog work out like i used to. I'm miserable. This isn't what I wanted in life any scripts I find I take i mean it sucks. What do i do I'm 25 soul provider.for my family i need to wing myself off but how. Right now I'm day 3 kinda sober took 2 7.5 hydros but they don't do ish you know... been taking lyrica Gabapentin and imoduim lol anything to feel decent. Never thought I'd be in this position.
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completely lost/addicted
- Thread starter itzkmt91
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Hey itzkmt, welcome to Bluelight
So sorry to hear about your experiences - it sounds like you're having a really tough time
Have you checked out the Recovery Support forums yet? They could be really helpful. I know of many who've been in similar situations, and it really is possible for things to get better. Don't give up.
Wishing you well,
CFC