Hi - New - Going to start IV use after 8 years

[TravelerChris]

Hello. Im a 38yr old gay male in Florida. If you noticed I put "going" and not "thinking about". I used meth IV almost 8 years ago. I smoked and snorted it around 2003, stopped until about 2010. That was when a guy I was dating introduced me to slamming. I only did it less then 10 times total but I have never forgotten about the sensation and the rush. Within the last month or 2 the cravings have become intense. I watch videos online of people using and fantasize about it non-stop. This might seem really weird but I already started saving up money, and getting in shape because I know what it does to me. My date to start back is New Years 2018. Im giving myself time to pull back but to be honest, it would be sooner then later. Just looking to talk to like minded people who can give me safety tips about the new scene since its been so long. Thank you.