(2 grams mushrooms) - experienced

[TinyTiger]

Hi, this is my first post on BL
I'm a 21 yd male from Portugal, weight about 60 kilos and I'm 1,65 meters tall
This trip took place a year ago, when I bought 2 grams of really strong Golden Teachers.
I ate the mushrooms when I got out of the bar I worked at and smoked a joint in my way home.
By that time I was using psychs (mostly LSD) and MDMA almost weekly and I wanted to have a strong experience, and because previous to this I had only done shrooms twice, 1,5 grs each time, I decided to go for 2gs.
I started to come up very fast and when I got home I was already getting this weird deja vu feeling.
I layed in my bed and try to listen Acid Mothers Temple, but started to feel like I was being watched, but somehow ?that didn't worried me much. I wasn't really enjoying the music so I closed my PC and started to 'watch' the dark, with really detailed patterns, even tough they were "black on black" really.
I think I was about two hours into the trip, looking around my dark room and feeling the shadows morf into each other when I started to listen to my mothers voice.
For what seemed hours, she was telling me everything that I had to change in my life. It wasn't the most fun thing to hear, but it really terrifying and I don't think I was scared at any point.
When she was done talking, she said "open the window, it's morning" and it really was, so I went to a park and sat there looking at the sun, smoking weed and feeling completly reborn!
Ever since, I can totally say that I am a much healtier and happier person, really slow down on the drugs as well.
Hope you enjoyed and feel free to discuss how psychedelics have change your perspective on life.

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[Slickways]

Man i relate no doubt its like when i was high my ego was nowhere near so i was able to see myself from another persons perspective allowing me ultimately to see deep down truly how i was as a person and being able to correct the ways of yourself for the betterment of you. its spiritual growth without a doubt it makes you feel reborn such a truly remarkable experience that i would wish everyone could experience and a experience i wouldn't trade even for a million dollars

 

[Slickways]

Oh ps ever on shrooms or acid did you look at yourself n the mirror and it would kinda trap u in i had a few different trips where id go piss n stop dead n my tracks n look at myself n the mirror me being so intrigued by my own self n the mirror tho proves how n a way you lose ability of being able to lie to yourself about how u feel about yourself just allowing you to get the privilege to see things n another perspective to help guide n direct you to be able to change for the better

 

[Slickways]

Lord works n misterious ways