Darnag
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Aug 9, 2017
- Messages
- 6
Hey everybody! Not very good at these introductions, never really started doing drugs recreationally until recently.I had the occasional opiod. Right now I'm prescribed clonanapazam at 2MG per pill alonog with methlyphenid which is crappy adderal or so people have told me. I started really liking speed when someone gave me some vyvanse over the holidays, it made me feel really good, way better than other medicine I've taken. I suffer from bipolar disorder and have been on a slew of different shitty medications doctors have prescribed me but personally I get the "best" feeling from stimulants. This probably isn't relevent but I'm also diagnosed on the autism spectrum and always feel really self-conscious about how I sound but when I take an upper I enjoy this great confidence. You don't have to be autistic to feel that way but for me it brings out those feelings.
The clonopin isn't that great and I only notice any kind of buzz at around 3 times the prescribed dosage. Funny store but once I tried ODing on clonopin because I was having a bad spell and took a ton, got taken to the ER and felt nothing really aside from some staggering. When I got taken to the mental ward the doctors there put me on xanax I think..I can't remember completely but I felt much more of an immediate effect. I have severe social anxiety and am a bit of an agoraphobe and things like loud noises are very triggering to me. I've talked again and again to my doctor about this and how when I have an "attack" I need something faster acting but he just says how clonopin has a longer halfline, stays in the system longer and benefits me more overall. Really just think he doesn't want to prescribe a drug thats used recreationaly so much. Same reason I'm on methyl. instead of adderal or ritalin. I don't even think its a stimulant? I do experience euphoric spells under it but generally have to do 3-4 pills at one time for a good feeling. I've been experimenting with gabapentin lately too but I'm noticing it takes a lot for me to feel much of anything. Googled around some and people say great things about it =|
Nothing much really interesting to say about myself. To help with social anxiety I've tried to start streaming (just me playing games) and its something I've always wanted to try. Really just like video games and bad horror movies. Typical internet nerd shit, like anime,cartoons etc..a bunch of shit no one cares to hear about or I'll go on a long tangent. Use to collect bugs though.
That's all.
The clonopin isn't that great and I only notice any kind of buzz at around 3 times the prescribed dosage. Funny store but once I tried ODing on clonopin because I was having a bad spell and took a ton, got taken to the ER and felt nothing really aside from some staggering. When I got taken to the mental ward the doctors there put me on xanax I think..I can't remember completely but I felt much more of an immediate effect. I have severe social anxiety and am a bit of an agoraphobe and things like loud noises are very triggering to me. I've talked again and again to my doctor about this and how when I have an "attack" I need something faster acting but he just says how clonopin has a longer halfline, stays in the system longer and benefits me more overall. Really just think he doesn't want to prescribe a drug thats used recreationaly so much. Same reason I'm on methyl. instead of adderal or ritalin. I don't even think its a stimulant? I do experience euphoric spells under it but generally have to do 3-4 pills at one time for a good feeling. I've been experimenting with gabapentin lately too but I'm noticing it takes a lot for me to feel much of anything. Googled around some and people say great things about it =|
Nothing much really interesting to say about myself. To help with social anxiety I've tried to start streaming (just me playing games) and its something I've always wanted to try. Really just like video games and bad horror movies. Typical internet nerd shit, like anime,cartoons etc..a bunch of shit no one cares to hear about or I'll go on a long tangent. Use to collect bugs though.
That's all.