My first psychedelic trip. I was ignorant, I did not respect the power of psychedelics.
After acquiring the seeds online, I scraped the husk off, then crushed 6 seeds to fill a gelatin capsule for ease of transport. I ate nothing in the 3 hours before taking the seeds.
Letting the capsule dissolve in my mouth; I then chewed the powder for 10 mins before swallowing as I walked to a calm and green park, from town.
T+30, Nausea came quickly, but I distracted myself with pink Floyd.
T+60, Cramp now arrived, nausea started to subside.
T+90, Colours now started to seem marginally more significant.
T+130, Trip sitter arrived. I felt a dull buzz, the deep green of the trees seemed odd. I didn’t understand if this was the extent of the experience and decided to go to town. Now my vision seemed heightened and focusing on a specific object was hard but interesting. It was clear to other people now that I was not in a normal state.
T+160, It hit me (*), intense nausea followed by visual and emotional melting. I experienced my most intense unpleasant feelings ever, it was truly overwhelming. This was amplified by the faces around me in town, I could not foresee an end to this. This was further made worse as I was lead further into the center of town by a third party. At this point I was sure I did not want to repeat this experience, indeed take any drugs in the future.
T+175, I found If I focused deeply I felt a major euphoric buzz and could to some extent enjoy the fear.
T+180, We reached a calm urban spot. I relaxed my mind completely and could enjoy a fiery intense buzz through my whole body. Now relaxed I could focus on the visual distortions buildings were: bending, sinking and distances between bricks were shrinking.
T+210, Visuals seemed to decrease and I could walk through town, with complete comfort. My major body highs continued, I felt calm.
T+240, I just wanted to chill and become engulfed in my euphoria, the buzz changed focusing on different parts of my body- mainly my groin. I Ended up chilling in MacDonald contemplating the earlier events: realizing how oblivious I had been, what I had learnt and how I would act differently in the future.
T+320, The buzz was still going strong and ended up telling the days experience to a random person who seemed amused but was relieved to have some temporary company. I felt like I needed to eat yet would be sick if I did. I just wanted to take the rest of the night slowly.
T+360, Now left the comfort of McDonalds and walked around town. The body high now starting to decrease. I got some light food (it being 9 hours since I had last had a meal). I returned to the spot from T+160 and thought over the events. My pupils are massive at this point.
T+400, The euphoria was now diminishing. Watched a play from a hill.
T+460, I went home and slept. I expected to have peculiar dreams but did not.
(*) this seemed to be evoked by seeing a friend feel similar and then realizing I would have a similar experience
My mistakes:
What I have learnt:
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After acquiring the seeds online, I scraped the husk off, then crushed 6 seeds to fill a gelatin capsule for ease of transport. I ate nothing in the 3 hours before taking the seeds.
Letting the capsule dissolve in my mouth; I then chewed the powder for 10 mins before swallowing as I walked to a calm and green park, from town.
T+30, Nausea came quickly, but I distracted myself with pink Floyd.
T+60, Cramp now arrived, nausea started to subside.
T+90, Colours now started to seem marginally more significant.
T+130, Trip sitter arrived. I felt a dull buzz, the deep green of the trees seemed odd. I didn’t understand if this was the extent of the experience and decided to go to town. Now my vision seemed heightened and focusing on a specific object was hard but interesting. It was clear to other people now that I was not in a normal state.
T+160, It hit me (*), intense nausea followed by visual and emotional melting. I experienced my most intense unpleasant feelings ever, it was truly overwhelming. This was amplified by the faces around me in town, I could not foresee an end to this. This was further made worse as I was lead further into the center of town by a third party. At this point I was sure I did not want to repeat this experience, indeed take any drugs in the future.
T+175, I found If I focused deeply I felt a major euphoric buzz and could to some extent enjoy the fear.
T+180, We reached a calm urban spot. I relaxed my mind completely and could enjoy a fiery intense buzz through my whole body. Now relaxed I could focus on the visual distortions buildings were: bending, sinking and distances between bricks were shrinking.
T+210, Visuals seemed to decrease and I could walk through town, with complete comfort. My major body highs continued, I felt calm.
T+240, I just wanted to chill and become engulfed in my euphoria, the buzz changed focusing on different parts of my body- mainly my groin. I Ended up chilling in MacDonald contemplating the earlier events: realizing how oblivious I had been, what I had learnt and how I would act differently in the future.
T+320, The buzz was still going strong and ended up telling the days experience to a random person who seemed amused but was relieved to have some temporary company. I felt like I needed to eat yet would be sick if I did. I just wanted to take the rest of the night slowly.
T+360, Now left the comfort of McDonalds and walked around town. The body high now starting to decrease. I got some light food (it being 9 hours since I had last had a meal). I returned to the spot from T+160 and thought over the events. My pupils are massive at this point.
T+400, The euphoria was now diminishing. Watched a play from a hill.
T+460, I went home and slept. I expected to have peculiar dreams but did not.
(*) this seemed to be evoked by seeing a friend feel similar and then realizing I would have a similar experience
My mistakes:
- Going into the situation unprepared. I hugely underestimated the potential of 6 seeds- which workes out at £0.64 for this experience
- Going into town. I was ignorant and did not take the fact that: I did not know what was going to happen next, into account.
- Taking 6 seed, although this is a low/average dose I did not know how potent the seeds were. I should have had 3 seeds maximum.
What I have learnt:
- Have ultimate respect for the experience a psychedelic may give me
- Stay in a calm place
- Don’t get ahead of myself when i don't know what is to come
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substancecode_hbwr
substancecode_lsa
substancecode_ethnobotanicals
substancecode_lysergamides
explevel_firsttime
roacode_oral
exptype_positive
exptype_difficult
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Sounds like you've got a good mind for psychedelics, it's totally normal to get very anxious and fearful in uncontrolled situations, but you handled it and ended up learning some things. So good job!
