You're telling me eh bud.
60mg daily etizolam habit / 30mg xan after many years. Way too much klonopin, valium, bromazepam, lorazepam as well but I've ended up stuck on the short acting ones. Fuck etizolam though imo.
I'm low right now I lost all my connects ALL of them the same week I was loaded with cash for them no dice and I was NEVER this scared in heroin withdrawal EVER. Sure it's a bitch but it's the seizure thing that fucks with me. How I could drop dead at any moment. I have a day supply. I hope I live to see the end of the week as I will have a gram of alprazolam to work with then. I don't mind the interdose withdrawals and the suffering. I mind being so low on the shit that my life is at risk. I'm getting my dose down but it's fucking hell on earth. I honestly just pray to the sky that I live to see Friday this week.