CatcherInPopEfield
Greenlighter
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- Jul 20, 2017
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Hi all, new to the board. So, I am a chronic pain patient and have been prescribed EVERYTHING under the sun regarding opiates and opioids. I've had everything from morphine, to original Oxycontin, to fentanyl and much, much more.
My question is, I don't understand why heroin is considered some king pin narcotic that trumps the rest? Heroin is actually a lot weaker than most of the meds I've been on. That warm rush heroin users speak of, the feeling of being covered in a warm blanket on a cold winters day and not having a care in the world (like blissful apathy) is EXACTLY the feeling that Oxycontin gave me. Yes, even swallowing it whole and taking it as prescribed I got that warm rush although it takes more time to kick in, but when it does it hits you the same way IV drugs do and I've had plenty of IV administered to me.
I hear that heroin is pretty similar to fentanyl and I don't get the big deal? I actually hated fentanyl. I was given it straight through IV not for pain (I wasn't having pain that day so I actually got the full effect of it) but for a medical procedure that was about to be done on me. All that IV fentanyl did was blur my vision and make me sleepy and if that what heroin feels like I don't get the appeal. I was also prescribed fentanyl patches and I am sure some members here will cry when they read this, but the patches sucked and I actually threw them in the garbage.
Oxy was a dangerous drug and I am glad to longer be on it, and if heroin feels like that than I definitely get why its so addictive. But anyway, in short, is heroin really that different from prescription painkillers? Even though I've never done heroin, just based off it's molecular structure and the meds I've been on, I don't think it's any better and is simply being romanticized especially if the people haven't been on a host of pain meds to know what all opiates/opioids feel like.
My question is, I don't understand why heroin is considered some king pin narcotic that trumps the rest? Heroin is actually a lot weaker than most of the meds I've been on. That warm rush heroin users speak of, the feeling of being covered in a warm blanket on a cold winters day and not having a care in the world (like blissful apathy) is EXACTLY the feeling that Oxycontin gave me. Yes, even swallowing it whole and taking it as prescribed I got that warm rush although it takes more time to kick in, but when it does it hits you the same way IV drugs do and I've had plenty of IV administered to me.
I hear that heroin is pretty similar to fentanyl and I don't get the big deal? I actually hated fentanyl. I was given it straight through IV not for pain (I wasn't having pain that day so I actually got the full effect of it) but for a medical procedure that was about to be done on me. All that IV fentanyl did was blur my vision and make me sleepy and if that what heroin feels like I don't get the appeal. I was also prescribed fentanyl patches and I am sure some members here will cry when they read this, but the patches sucked and I actually threw them in the garbage.
Oxy was a dangerous drug and I am glad to longer be on it, and if heroin feels like that than I definitely get why its so addictive. But anyway, in short, is heroin really that different from prescription painkillers? Even though I've never done heroin, just based off it's molecular structure and the meds I've been on, I don't think it's any better and is simply being romanticized especially if the people haven't been on a host of pain meds to know what all opiates/opioids feel like.