5ht2Antogonist
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Hi, the reason I'm posting this is I really want to know if there's something serious going on or.. are about to come out.
To sum up,
I have previously taken 2 substances and following these experiences, I ve never felt the same as before.
First, I started with searching for the legal psychedelics..later on.. found about Hawaiian Baby Woodrose Seeds which contain LSA and ordered some.
I chewed exactly 2 of them and the results were barely noticable to be honest. No hallucination, there was mild but instensifying euphoria.
So, this feeling went on almost all night (Maybe it's because I had them on empty stomach.) --I also realised manic thought patterns first time ever--
Anyway, I'm not sure how much this particular experience has effected my mental serenity&capability but then a few days later I meet my friend P and he says I should try LSD as well. (for an elevated sanity?)
Having no prior psychedelic experience except Hbwr (if that counts) I decide to give "Lsd" a try.
It turns out it was totally fake and not even a Lysergic Acid analogue at all.
By making my tongue go numb, I should've known that it was a NBOMe compound. (It was not bitter) (He told me it was LSD!! :/  )
Anyway what I wanted to ask about was .. The chemical I ingested didnt give me any hallucination. While chemicals effect each individual differently, I'm curious that if the amount he gave me was below the threshold. And would this amount of a chemical be enough to create such an enormous effect on an individual? (In this case, : Me)
I'm really sorry it's just .. I'm not the same since it happened and I'm having derealizations and mental distruptions (not quite like a fog, feels like I'm not conscious enough plus huge memory deficits) ..well also have Uneasiness about my situation overall, whether it'll last lifelong. (it's been 3 months)
Any help/advice will be much appreciated.
(I also think about microdosing mescaline/psilocybin theraphy but I'm just not sure)
{ P.S: I sent a very similar PM like this to someone here on BL but I decided I can post it as a new thread. }
Thanks
To sum up,
I have previously taken 2 substances and following these experiences, I ve never felt the same as before.
First, I started with searching for the legal psychedelics..later on.. found about Hawaiian Baby Woodrose Seeds which contain LSA and ordered some.
I chewed exactly 2 of them and the results were barely noticable to be honest. No hallucination, there was mild but instensifying euphoria.
So, this feeling went on almost all night (Maybe it's because I had them on empty stomach.) --I also realised manic thought patterns first time ever--
Anyway, I'm not sure how much this particular experience has effected my mental serenity&capability but then a few days later I meet my friend P and he says I should try LSD as well. (for an elevated sanity?)
Having no prior psychedelic experience except Hbwr (if that counts) I decide to give "Lsd" a try.
It turns out it was totally fake and not even a Lysergic Acid analogue at all.
By making my tongue go numb, I should've known that it was a NBOMe compound. (It was not bitter) (He told me it was LSD!! :/  )
Anyway what I wanted to ask about was .. The chemical I ingested didnt give me any hallucination. While chemicals effect each individual differently, I'm curious that if the amount he gave me was below the threshold. And would this amount of a chemical be enough to create such an enormous effect on an individual? (In this case, : Me)
I'm really sorry it's just .. I'm not the same since it happened and I'm having derealizations and mental distruptions (not quite like a fog, feels like I'm not conscious enough plus huge memory deficits) ..well also have Uneasiness about my situation overall, whether it'll last lifelong. (it's been 3 months)
Any help/advice will be much appreciated.
(I also think about microdosing mescaline/psilocybin theraphy but I'm just not sure)
{ P.S: I sent a very similar PM like this to someone here on BL but I decided I can post it as a new thread. }
Thanks