Still catching up, but the post by themanofmystery strikes a chord with an experience I actually had in a hospital bed....very long story but I took a large dose of dank 3-meo-pce, on the third day of increasing doses, just a few hours after I had a strong spiritual experience relating to a clear message I could only interpret as being from The One itself, and I started wandering my neighborhood thinking the rapture had happened. It was a late morning on a Sunday in the Spring, a distinct calm in the air, the temperature was perfect and the clouds such that all the colors appeared super saturated. I remember digging my hands in the dirtin the forest behind my house, revelling in the visceral reality of what felt so surreal. Anyway, I couldn't find anyone, supporting my rapture idea, so I knocked on a neighbor's door. At that moment I black out,and I had to get the story from the neighbor after the fact. Apparently the first things said to him was 'I am God'. More was discussed as he walked me back to my house but to get to the point he called the cops out of concern and they asked me some questions why I was wandering the neighborhood. I said I wanted to listen to the birds and admire God's creation. I willingly accepted to being taken to the hospital with the rational that I was feeling 'a bit flighty'. I spent a couple hours high as a kite in the local hospital while all sorts computations flew through my head, literal calculations so complex I only comprehended bits of it..something about birds was a running theme, even crossing multiple visits to the hospital and encountering the same workers who realized their own synchronicities through my revisit; the bird thing isa subject I go into in my work-in-progress synchronicity book. When the calculations finallycondensed I realized it was all a cosmic joke and that the entire universe was leading up to this moment, convincing me that the Universe was about to end due to my realization,and that this dream would simply end, waking me up to nothing or the next level, but to my dismay that did not happen. I realized the joke was actually on me...I became very disillusioned. I looked at my phone and somehow even my phone was laughing at me, Obama actually.... I threw my phone across the room, shattering the screen.
