Please tread carefully with the loperamide. It is a viable withdrawal aid in more moderate and higher doses (depending on the habit), but it should be used as sparingly as possible. IME the difference between 100 and 200mg isn’t very subjectively different. If you need to increase your dose try 120mg, 150mg or something. The dangers of increasing the dose past that do not outweigh the benefits.
Basically try and limit your high dose loperamide use to 7-14 days, and then if necessary reduce the dose and titrate off over the course of another week or two.
You can’t order kratom or something? That would work faaaar better than high dose loperamide use in really all respects. You can still take more normal dosages of loperamide if the kratom isn’t enough.
I mean you’re in the thick of it already so it’s a little late, but I’d still highly recommend seeking out your own doctor or psychiatrist you can get more appropriate comfort meds from, like gabapentin, clonidine and diazepam/clonazepam.
And btw loperamide can take about as much time as methadone to kick in. With high dose use keep yourself hydrated and do all you can to avoid redosing same day. It’s a long acting drug, and in many cases it is possible to get by only using it ever other day.
Hi thanks. I', feeling better already, yes it took veeery long time to kick in about 4 hours. I took totally 100mg today. I know loperamide well, before getting addicted to poppies, I used loepramide recreationally up to 220mg, and it was great when done only once a month.
I can't get kratom nowehere, If I order it I get criminal recored, big fine (can be 500 euros) and search warrant for my home. Clonidine I can't get there is some stupid thing that you can get it only on very special cases, you need some order from higher doctor or something. I asked it in drug addiction center, they said that they can't give me any clonidine to take home (only way to get it is to go to drug rehabilitation center which is hellhole).They never give you any drugs that you could abuse to take home, they only give you anti-psychotic or anti-depressant. I get pregabalin for anxiety, because no benzo helps, also benzos give me serious depression, I can get them from street very easy and cheap, I went throught 100 2mg clonazepam in 2 weeks, they didnt help with anything, xanax, oxazepam or diazzepam all make everything feel worse. Only benzo that somehow helps is etizolam which is not used here, if I order it from online same case happen lliek with kratom.
I here drug addiction center don't and can't help you at all, really, this country is listed very highly on people life, yes there are lots of good things, you get benefits easily when you are unemployed, enough for everything even for drugs, but as far as it goes with helping people with drug addiction, they have no clue at all and often forbid you getting any real help, its extremely hard to get on opioid maintenance, even if you do, you have to get you're dose every day for 1 year from the drug addiction center, after 1 year they give you two doses to take home, each month you get 1 more dose to take home, so its worse than getting drugs form dealer, there is no possible way to get a job and be on maintenance, because you have to get the doses on specific times, and well if you happen to have work then you will miss you're dose. Its terrible.
There is no doctor that would even consider scripting you a clonidine, gabapentin, pregabalin or any other real help for opioid addiction, if you ask it from public hospital they will tread you junkie rest of you're life, it will stay on their files. If you go to private doctor, it's 99% sure that he won't give you anything but only tread you badly and you still have to pay 70e for going see him. In this fucking idiot country even can't sell even loperamide more than 1 package of 16 tablets, 100 tablets you need prescription. They won't sell two packages now a days, and its very expensive to buy them without prescription. I have prescription for 100 tablets of loperamide but I cant ask refill it every week. Maybe two time a month.
Most of the time there is absolutely zero gabapentins or pregabapentins on the street, they are that popular that people will buy them as soon as anybody is selling them. I could make lots of money if I sold my pregabapentins.
So I'm fucked. I can only get amphetamine, that takes all wd's of as soon as it hits my brains, its great, but the bad sleep (I always sleep by taking anti-psychotics, but its still bad sleep, might sleep only 5 hours) and food and also crash after week long binge is terrible.
Also I could get expensive buprenorphine from the street, but I don't think thats smart idea.
I try this loperamide thing for 7 days, it will cost lots of money, and really I might not get enough it because of restrictions.
So there is really no help from nobody, I'm all alone. I have big stress, right now I might feel ok, and for tomorrow I have other 100mg of loperamide, after that I don't know what happens, I'm not doing speed anymore thats for sure.
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. If you're having any inkling that you'd like to retrieve that stuff, I recommend disposing of it somewhere aside from your home (especially since it's nothing illegal).
