Someone Who Is Me
Bluelighter
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- Oct 29, 2014
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Hi Everyone,
This is my first time ever posting my own question, so cut me some slack if I violate any rules. I'm also not sure if I'm posting it in the right place, so I apologize in advance if I'm not.
So I made The Switch from oxy to heroin in January (about six months ago). It was supposed to be a money save option (lol, I know, right?). I switched from snorting it to shooting it about three months ago. Until just recently, I've had essentially one reliable source where I got all of my dope, and it isn't "the streets". I know I can't discuss sources on here, so that's as specific as I'll be. I'm a little white girl from the burbs, I came by dope on my own (not through friends or a boyfriend), so I'm not super comfortable copping on the streets if I have better options available to me. Also, my go-to source gets me prettystrong shit, so my tolerance is decently high.
This week, my go-to source flaked out on me and I spent the past two days dopesick for my first time. It sucked and it can't happen again. Today, in an act of desperation, I managed to recklessly find a local dealer in the shitty part of town where I live. He gave me his number and a quarter gram, which I just tried, but it's really weak. Looked and smelled (faintly) like heroin, tasted like very weak heroin, but oh my god, I shot half of it about an hour ago and I'm not even nodding AT ALL. The rush was like a tenth of what I'm used to.
What is the protocol in this situation? Is it okay for me to ask this new dealer if he can hook me up with something stronger? Like would that piss him off? I obviously don't want to piss off any connect I might have because I'm terrified my regular guy will flake on me and I need backups. I can't run out of dope again. Weak dope is better than no dope. The new guy was super friendly and kept saying that I was "going to love this shit". I get that probably every drug dealer says that, but if I can get stronger stuff, I need to figure out how.
Any input? Other rules I should know when working with a new source?
Thanks!!
This is my first time ever posting my own question, so cut me some slack if I violate any rules. I'm also not sure if I'm posting it in the right place, so I apologize in advance if I'm not.
So I made The Switch from oxy to heroin in January (about six months ago). It was supposed to be a money save option (lol, I know, right?). I switched from snorting it to shooting it about three months ago. Until just recently, I've had essentially one reliable source where I got all of my dope, and it isn't "the streets". I know I can't discuss sources on here, so that's as specific as I'll be. I'm a little white girl from the burbs, I came by dope on my own (not through friends or a boyfriend), so I'm not super comfortable copping on the streets if I have better options available to me. Also, my go-to source gets me prettystrong shit, so my tolerance is decently high.
This week, my go-to source flaked out on me and I spent the past two days dopesick for my first time. It sucked and it can't happen again. Today, in an act of desperation, I managed to recklessly find a local dealer in the shitty part of town where I live. He gave me his number and a quarter gram, which I just tried, but it's really weak. Looked and smelled (faintly) like heroin, tasted like very weak heroin, but oh my god, I shot half of it about an hour ago and I'm not even nodding AT ALL. The rush was like a tenth of what I'm used to.
What is the protocol in this situation? Is it okay for me to ask this new dealer if he can hook me up with something stronger? Like would that piss him off? I obviously don't want to piss off any connect I might have because I'm terrified my regular guy will flake on me and I need backups. I can't run out of dope again. Weak dope is better than no dope. The new guy was super friendly and kept saying that I was "going to love this shit". I get that probably every drug dealer says that, but if I can get stronger stuff, I need to figure out how.
Any input? Other rules I should know when working with a new source?
Thanks!!