Downeddreamer
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Hey Blue light,
I have another account which details I have unfortunately forggoten...
Well, usually I wander around the LSD threads and read about drugs I plan to experiment with. (Fortunately) this type of thread/post is unfamiliar to me. Sorry in advance if I break any blue light forum rules.
About a week ago I met a man who offered me free speed, or what he called "pick me up." I am located in central California and my town is notorious for it's high rates of amphetamine abuse and I believe this speed to be crystal and of higher quality.
I abused said unknown white substance for what I think was a few days I will try and go through all use now to jar my memory. Day one I snorted a bag of maybe 3 points with a muscle relaxer that was accidentally crushed into the powder. I did not sleep that night. Day two 2 smaller lines maybe 30mg but no idea. Feel great go home I believe I got rest from 2 xanax. Also took 10 mg Vicodin that day. Day 3 I have a line during the day, at night I stay up and took a few more lines at night with a Viagra and a couple beers. Day 4 I am hallucinating and seeing bugs and rashes on my skin that don't exist. That night and next day (5) I use and feel terrible like meth overdose. That day my parents gave me xanax and I slept that night and gave them the rest of my crystal. The last 2 days of that were intense paranoia, seeing things that did not exist. It was a psychotic break. I have had 3 nights of good sleep but I still feel off. Of course this is expected. I have only used meth one other time about a year and a half ago of sub par quality that caused me to have an allergic reaction. I did not take care of myself much those 4 or 5 days.
Every day I will smoke a bit (I usually only abuse weed and alcohol) and get a bit of paranoia from the crystal back. Today is day 3 and I am not.seeing things from the weed but it is not quite as comfortable as weed used to be and this is much smaller amounts than I am used to.
The first clean I still felt a bit wired and weird. The second day of was agitated and cried a little but also smoked a lot and it seemed to keep me chill even though I would see little shadows sometimes or feel my nerves a bit. Day three I cried a lot but seemed to feel a lot better than the first couple days afterwards I lack motivation and just feel off. I was wondering how long you guys think until I will be funtioning and ready to use LSD because i have obtained 5 quality tabs of gel blotter. LSD is my favorite drug to use but I do not want to induce a psychotic break and ruin one of my favorite experiences. I have dropped about 15 times. I read about meth only after I abused and realize I used completely foolishly and I am prepared to quit all drugs even weed to recover from this.
I take niacin 5-htp calcium vitamin d and some others. Like 8 different supplements and eat well and hydrate. I am doing everything I can to recover right now. I was wondering if anybody has been in a similar situation and would have a time estimate as to when most negative affects will become negligible to my mental health.
I have another account which details I have unfortunately forggoten...
Well, usually I wander around the LSD threads and read about drugs I plan to experiment with. (Fortunately) this type of thread/post is unfamiliar to me. Sorry in advance if I break any blue light forum rules.
About a week ago I met a man who offered me free speed, or what he called "pick me up." I am located in central California and my town is notorious for it's high rates of amphetamine abuse and I believe this speed to be crystal and of higher quality.
I abused said unknown white substance for what I think was a few days I will try and go through all use now to jar my memory. Day one I snorted a bag of maybe 3 points with a muscle relaxer that was accidentally crushed into the powder. I did not sleep that night. Day two 2 smaller lines maybe 30mg but no idea. Feel great go home I believe I got rest from 2 xanax. Also took 10 mg Vicodin that day. Day 3 I have a line during the day, at night I stay up and took a few more lines at night with a Viagra and a couple beers. Day 4 I am hallucinating and seeing bugs and rashes on my skin that don't exist. That night and next day (5) I use and feel terrible like meth overdose. That day my parents gave me xanax and I slept that night and gave them the rest of my crystal. The last 2 days of that were intense paranoia, seeing things that did not exist. It was a psychotic break. I have had 3 nights of good sleep but I still feel off. Of course this is expected. I have only used meth one other time about a year and a half ago of sub par quality that caused me to have an allergic reaction. I did not take care of myself much those 4 or 5 days.
Every day I will smoke a bit (I usually only abuse weed and alcohol) and get a bit of paranoia from the crystal back. Today is day 3 and I am not.seeing things from the weed but it is not quite as comfortable as weed used to be and this is much smaller amounts than I am used to.
The first clean I still felt a bit wired and weird. The second day of was agitated and cried a little but also smoked a lot and it seemed to keep me chill even though I would see little shadows sometimes or feel my nerves a bit. Day three I cried a lot but seemed to feel a lot better than the first couple days afterwards I lack motivation and just feel off. I was wondering how long you guys think until I will be funtioning and ready to use LSD because i have obtained 5 quality tabs of gel blotter. LSD is my favorite drug to use but I do not want to induce a psychotic break and ruin one of my favorite experiences. I have dropped about 15 times. I read about meth only after I abused and realize I used completely foolishly and I am prepared to quit all drugs even weed to recover from this.
I take niacin 5-htp calcium vitamin d and some others. Like 8 different supplements and eat well and hydrate. I am doing everything I can to recover right now. I was wondering if anybody has been in a similar situation and would have a time estimate as to when most negative affects will become negligible to my mental health.