DonStatus
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jan 21, 2012
- Messages
- 256
My story,
Hospital,Get clean, relapse, hospital, get clean,relapse..
The latest saga was pretty bad, it started out innocent enough with doing some speed on weekends with old "friends", I ended up physically addicted to speed (meth) which I didn't even know was possible.. while on my suboxone replacement therapy, then decided to start gulping down kpins to relieve the stress from constant meth use. I managed to live a semi-normal life until a chick I was fooling with introduced me to heroin. That is really what took my life out of control.. that h will really suck the last life out of you..
Woke up in a hospital..was resuscitated with narcan and spent 4 days there, during my stay a nurse came up to see me and explained they took a toxicology test and I was positive for 10/15 substances... that was my worst point ever..
Did a two month in-patient rehab, been out since november.. switched on methadone by doctor at said clinic.. feel normal?
been clean 8 months and 5 days.
I know my next step is medication reduction,taper and eventual complete cessation.
Living a semi-charmed kind of life since.. I get the violent cravings, temptations and nostalgia but I really sincerely want to stay clean.
Thanks for reading guys!
Hospital,Get clean, relapse, hospital, get clean,relapse..
The latest saga was pretty bad, it started out innocent enough with doing some speed on weekends with old "friends", I ended up physically addicted to speed (meth) which I didn't even know was possible.. while on my suboxone replacement therapy, then decided to start gulping down kpins to relieve the stress from constant meth use. I managed to live a semi-normal life until a chick I was fooling with introduced me to heroin. That is really what took my life out of control.. that h will really suck the last life out of you..
Woke up in a hospital..was resuscitated with narcan and spent 4 days there, during my stay a nurse came up to see me and explained they took a toxicology test and I was positive for 10/15 substances... that was my worst point ever..
Did a two month in-patient rehab, been out since november.. switched on methadone by doctor at said clinic.. feel normal?
been clean 8 months and 5 days.
I know my next step is medication reduction,taper and eventual complete cessation.
Living a semi-charmed kind of life since.. I get the violent cravings, temptations and nostalgia but I really sincerely want to stay clean.
Thanks for reading guys!