ThreePointCircle
Bluelighter
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- Apr 21, 2016
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The first couple of times I tried MDMA (pills) I didn't really feel much. So, 3rd or 4th time, with the impudence of youth, a digested 2 pills and absolutely wow! It was like getting crushed and exploded all at once but in a very intense pleasurable way.
Then I didn't get the opportunity to do more. But years later, and with the advent of the internet, I've been trying again (crystals weighed out).
I've had some very enjoyable experiences with MDMA and MDA but I haven't been able to recreate that amazing explosiveness. I've been following normal dose/kg guidelines, edging slightly higher but nothing crazy. I don't feel I've lost the magic - I get periods of euphoria, empathy on both, and good visuals on MDA, but in terms of intensity and duration, it all feels a bit thresholdy. And not much in terms of energy.
Looking back to when I was younger, a couple of failed attempts had friends very happy on the same dose. I'm thinking that perhaps I've always just had a naturally higher threshold.
So, I'm thinking of upping my next attempt by 50-100%.
I'm guessing some of you will think this is reckless but I'm wondering if this sounds reasonable to anyone? I leave a couple of months between rolls and alternate mdma and mda. I am overweight but sporty (achieved through a devotion to eating), with fairly large muscle mass although not body builder level. LSD doesnt seem to have the same problem for me.
Opinions appreciated.
Then I didn't get the opportunity to do more. But years later, and with the advent of the internet, I've been trying again (crystals weighed out).
I've had some very enjoyable experiences with MDMA and MDA but I haven't been able to recreate that amazing explosiveness. I've been following normal dose/kg guidelines, edging slightly higher but nothing crazy. I don't feel I've lost the magic - I get periods of euphoria, empathy on both, and good visuals on MDA, but in terms of intensity and duration, it all feels a bit thresholdy. And not much in terms of energy.
Looking back to when I was younger, a couple of failed attempts had friends very happy on the same dose. I'm thinking that perhaps I've always just had a naturally higher threshold.
So, I'm thinking of upping my next attempt by 50-100%.
I'm guessing some of you will think this is reckless but I'm wondering if this sounds reasonable to anyone? I leave a couple of months between rolls and alternate mdma and mda. I am overweight but sporty (achieved through a devotion to eating), with fairly large muscle mass although not body builder level. LSD doesnt seem to have the same problem for me.
Opinions appreciated.