I have a foot phobia and somewhat of a fetish at the same time.

[Archibald Meatpans]

I think feet are disgusting. I can't even say the word toes, especially toenails or toe jam, without wanting to vomit. Even typing this is difficult for me. The T word is more disgusting to me than moist is for women. When people start having a conversation having to do with someone's feet, I immediately leave the room with doing the fingers in my ears "LA LA LA I CAN'T HEAR YOU" thing.

At the same time, if a woman's feet look good, are well taken care of and nails are done, I find myself sexualy attracted to them in some cases, yet still disgusted at the same time.

Wtf is wrong with me?