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Mental Health Desperate to die

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angelic_vampire

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I don't take drugs. I have heard that if you drink alot of methadone you die in your sleep. I tried 100ml but was just sick and felt ill. I have had enough. Pleqse help. Im in scotland
 
Hi there, I'm sorry but were not going to assist you in committing suicide.

Why not check out a few of our forums, see if you can find some place to talk and share what your going through? Would you care to explain ?
 
Well I felt like that then I started using drugs and I didnt want to die. Well there still are time to time.
 
Barrenian said:
Go jerk off or something. You will feel better after.
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Not really, if you are porn addict. I feel much much worse after porn jerk off, but yes if you just jerk of on using you're imaginary you feel better, because no extra dopamine realease (which you get tons of if you watch many hours internet porn, switch videos constantly, looking for more, and so on). But with porn, if watched 1 or more hours, I guaranty you will feel hungover/comedown. If you have depression you easily fall in to porn trap, at the first it feel great but after a while it becomes burden, and after each porn binge you feel totally shit, but luckily it goes away in 1 or two hours.
 
I have felt like dying for one of two reasons, and sometimes for both; I actually felt enough physical pain I prayed to God a nurse would fuck up and give me a medicine I was allergic to and kill me, and there were times I was so depressed I wanted to die, and the time where I was physically, mentally, and emotionally tired and hurt and so DONE with everything I took an entire bottle of Tylenol PM. I was in a coma for twenty four days. On day nineteen they were going to shut off life support, and I moved my arm, and my mom jumped in the doctor, and made him watch until I moved it again two minutes later. The next day, I swallowed and moved my head, and on Day 25 I woke up completely and I started remembering, so the doctors said that's the day I woke up. And do you know what? I haven't regretted waking up, or been suicidal since (4 years ago).
 
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