jayjaysleepyhead
Bluelighter
- Joined
- May 28, 2016
- Messages
- 227
Hi folks, im new to this website ,but I crave a drug free better life, I just cant get motivated at daytime, like between 8am and 4pm im in bed still trying to sleep,its so stupid but if I dont get at least 4 hrs I will not rise, am also from uk and caught in the so called benefit trap. Like the goverment pays £196.00 per week for my studio flat so id need to earn that then all my bills on top then fares to and from work,food council tax etc etc, get the drift, I was a day to day heroin user and went to jail many times for theft, so that before I knew it from age of 28 to well now. My life has just disintegrated into a very depressed,unconfident, lonley human being living in london with nothing,just about getting buy, ive overdosed 4 times ,twice Intentionally (recently) and twice some years ago when I used to inject, I still dabble once a fortnight to relieve this pathetic life Ive created. Im on 24ml of liq methadone daily and 10 mg of diazepam which is a long term thing, I see my phsych, prescriber, etc on monday its our first meeting, but I know whats coming ( ur doing well sir)
Yes well u try live my life,ive had it I cant get away from it, I so crave a family and a normal life (cleshay). I just need advice,help, u name it I need it. Any ideas would be welcome, p.s sorry for my moaning.
Yes well u try live my life,ive had it I cant get away from it, I so crave a family and a normal life (cleshay). I just need advice,help, u name it I need it. Any ideas would be welcome, p.s sorry for my moaning.