If you ever are interested in looking into your options in terms of support maintaining sobriety from alcohol, you might want to look into baclofen. It can be quite effective at controlling cravings for alcohol (and as a gabaergic substance makes one feel pretty good, although for individuals like us this means something more like "normal" than anything like "fucked up").
I don't mean to push you into any direction. As the above poster pointed out, tolerance and dependency, especially with gabaergic substance, can be very tricky (and dangerous). I wouldn't imagine you'd go into withdrawal from having one or two drinks ten days sober, but what is the real likelihood of your just having a couple drinks and this not turning into another binge? And as you are probably aware, the withdrawal will only become more and more severe the more you go back to a state of dependency, even if they're only short periods of binging.
And if you are going to continue to drink, do keep in mind what KrinkleKutt2 posted. It is really important info to understand as someone who has struggled with their alcohol consumption and has legitimate concerns for their health vis a vis their alcohol use. Along the lines of thinking about your health, are their any other perhaps less harmful substance like cannabis you might be able to replace the alcohol with?
Whatever you choose, wishing you the best of luck OP! Let us know how it goes/went and what you are thinking.